Have a Cuppa-Jue's

Baby Blues

2010-05-04T09:17:00.002+08:00

Pregnancy. A process to be a mother. It's tiring, it's painful. Nausea, headaches, back pain, feeling fatigue the whole time. And it's confusing! I throw up when I eat, but then I throw up when my stomach is empty.

But, it is the most magical thing that happened to me. The first scan showed only like a shadow of a tiny nut. It only confirmed me that something is inside me. But then, nothing much I felt.

The second scan around 7 weeks showed a larger nut. Doctor said the head already formed, but I just can't see it. She also said that my baby progress well. Alhamdulillah. But still, nothing much I felt.

Then come the third scan. 12 weeks. My baby is bouncing inside my tummy. Beautiful! I remembered looking at my husband watching the bouncing baby on the monitor. He just can't take his eyes off that beautiful little creature. It's the most wonderful feeling one can feel.

Everything felt real to me. Suddenly all of the things that I need to go through, the nausea, the headaches, seems like a small matter to me.

We went to Dr Zaini last night in Bukit Jelutong. She is the best doctor ever! Seriously. I'm planning to take all my future kids to only her clinic as her service is A+. Oh.. back to the story. I was feeling super nausea the whole day yesterday. We waited for about one hour and half to meet Dr Zaini. (As always, if she's on duty, the clinic will be packed!)

Apparently, I'm the last patient she saw last night. I remembered she said, "come, we scan your tummy. We'll see who is the one that makes mummy sick." I was smiling. The monitor showed the baby bounced once. "See. The baby is happy inside". I felt better already after seeing my baby. Dr Zaini even gave me a CD with the baby pictures in it so that I can view the pictures whenever I'm not feeling well. It's the best medicine ever.

Now, as I'm writing this, I'm on medical leave, having a slight headache and nausea as always. But I know, it'll be worth it. =)

Love,

Taking One Step at a Time

2010-02-22T23:43:00.002+08:00

I'm married. We've tied the knot on 6th December 2009.

Me and Mr Han just managed to settle into our little casa early this month. I just love our new home. We've chose white-red-black as our house color scheme. We've done our weekly trip to IKEA to buy things for our home. We've done our first grocery shopping. We've paid our first utilities bills.

Yup, it finally feels like I am living a married life.

But.

Married life is... different. It is a hard work. There's a lot of changes. A different custom. A different lifestyle. A lot of new faces. I do get frustrated sometimes. But I'm learning not to let out the frustration on him. Because I know he is trying as hard as I do to fit in too.

And we've learn the most crucial thing in marriage. Compromise.

I am smiling while typing this post. Listening to his crazy laughter while watching some comedic series in TV, arriving home at 1am in the morning due to evening shift, hungry, and learned that he already cooked for me, or just the simplest thing, lying down while watching television together, cuddling, make me thankful for all this.

Kak Ida was right. Marriage is a hard work. But it's a journey worth sailing for. Trust me.

Attention!

2010-02-22T23:42:00.000+08:00

Jue is dusting off her dusty blog....

What do we do when we work midnight shift?

2009-08-20T22:58:00.001+08:00

Yup... we are that happy to assist you =)

More on the Engagement Day...

2009-04-14T22:04:00.009+08:00

Meet my fiance, Han =)

Mak Han sarungkan cincin and I'm officially engaged. Yay!

With Mama.

With Kak Ida and Kak Na.

With Nenek from Ayah's side and from Mama's side, and my two cousins.

Hantaran from his side

Cincin for me =)

A cake.

Chocolates. Lots of chocolates. =)

Buah-buahan.

Sepersalinan pakaian for me.

Sireh junjung.

Hantaran from my side.

Cincin for him.

Sireh junjung

Chocolates.

Sampin for Baju Melayu.

Buah-buahan.

Kain baju Melayu.

Cupcakes.

The Bedroom.

The pelamin kechil.

Love,

Ju

Engagement Day

2009-04-12T23:45:00.003+08:00

It's 11.45pm right now and I'm determined to submit a post before 12midnite. Need to capture the date. =) Alhamdulillah.. Everything went on smoothly. I'm officially engaged! Yay! Oh, how much I heart my fiance. <3 <3 <3

Now I really need to sleep. Sangat penat.

Love,

Ju

Another Reason to Smile

2009-03-21T01:58:00.003+08:00

Received my first ever bonus today. Yay!!!! It's kind of surprising as I'm not expected to receive bonus as I'm short of 15 days to become 1 year as a staff of the bank. Ha.. Rezeki. Alhamdulillah..

Alhamdulillah...

2009-02-22T22:07:00.002+08:00

20 minit pencarian

7 jam ujian

Udang masak lemak cili api

Brownies

Potong kotak

Kari kepala ikan

Dadih keladi

Ikan masin masak lemak cili api

Bungkus buah

Bungkus biskut

8 jam tidur

Ayam goreng

Potong sayur

Potong buah

Atur masakan

Baju kurung biru

30 minit menunggu

Sebentuk cincin

Alhamdulillah...

=)

=)

2009-02-12T23:33:00.001+08:00

Tonight I'm going to sleep smiling~~

Sugar, Spice and Everything Nice

2009-02-09T11:41:00.004+08:00

We are having this battle of clusters for best decoration. And we are The Powerpuff Girls! Haha..

The theme this year is cartoon characters. And since our cluster team member, 11 out of 13 are female, there's no wonder we've been assigned to Powerpuff Girls.

Hahaha.. Pity Dave and Wai Lian. They have to bear with all the pinks, butterflies, balloons, plushie Blossom, Bubble and Buttercup and all the cuteness going on at our cluster. Haha. But not all things cute. We still include Professor and Mojo Jojo to make it more 'masculine'. =p

Well, I'm glad they did this competition. It's really an enjoyable experience and we can release our tensions coz I have awesome team-mates.. And kinda remind me to think twice before finding a new job. Hurm.. this love-hate thingy. Ughh..

Tukar plan?

2009-01-27T22:40:00.002+08:00

Aku keluar dengan Safura dan Farah minggu lepas. Kali terakhir kami berkumpul macam ni adalah 10 bulan yang lepas. Ini pun sebab Farah baru balik dari Tanzania.

Sangat best bila berjumpa dengan kawan-kawan lama. Tapi pada masa yang sama, dalam diri aku mula membuat perbandingan dengan mereka. Mula mencemburui kejayaan mereka. Mula mengagumi cara hidup mereka.

Tidak. Tujuan aku bukanlah ingin memburuk-burukkan mereka.

Aku sayang mereka semua.

Cuma ia membuatkan aku terfikir tentang hidup aku. Cemburu aku kepada mereka adalah cemburu yang baik. Dan cuma ada satu aspek sahaja yang aku betul-betul mencemburui mereka.

Pekerjaan. Bukan gaji. Hanyalah pekerjaan. Kerana aku tahu aku dan Safura masing-masing memperoleh $3000++ sebulan. Okay, Safura lebih beberapa ratus dari aku. Heh.

Tersalah buat pilihankah aku? Apa yang aku buat dengan mengambil keputusan menjadi seorang Customer Service Executive bagi sebuah bank di Singapore? Minta maaf kepada rakyat Singapore, akan tetapi anda tanyalah mana-mana orang yang bekerja sebagai Customer Service, pelanggan negara mana yang paling susah nak dilayan. Pasti jawapannya, Singapore.

Puaskah hati aku dengan pekerjaan ni? Apa yang aku dapat? Maki hamun? Permintaan yang merepek dari pelanggan?

Sejujurnya, aku kagum dengan diri sendiri kerana dapat bertahan 10 bulan. Tapi mahukah aku bertahan sampai 5 tahun, atau 10 tahun? Tidak. 2 tahun pun aku tak mahu. Heck, nak sampai 1 tahun pon aku rasa macam, okay, sekarang masa untuk cari pekerjaan yang betul-betul.

Aku ingin terjun ke dalam programming balik. Aku mahu menjadi nerd balik. Aku tidak dapat melihat masa hadapan aku dengan pekerjaan aku sekarang. Aku tak kisah kalau gaji aku lagi kurang. (Okay, minimum RM 2500. Hehe.) Aku nak mulakan karier aku balik.

Nasihat Safura yang beratus-ratus kali terngiang-ngiang di telinga aku.

“Kau kalau nak terjun bidang ni balik kau kene start awal-awal”

Aku baru 24 tahun. Tidak. Baru 23 tahun 3 bulan. Akan tetapi aku dah terasa sangat tua. Sudah terlewat ke aku kalau aku nak tukar bidang?

Aku nak mula membina karier aku semula. Tiada lagi Customer Service. Sebab aku sebagai seorang pelanggan pon kadang-kadang berasa tidak puas hati dengan sesuatu perkhidmatan atau produk. Jadi, aku faham perasaan pengguna. Oleh sebab aku, aku tidak mahu menjadi orang yang dijadikan Pak Sanggup melayan herdikan pengguna.

Hurm.. I am very sure mama and ayah will not going to like my idea. But I have to shape my life myself, right. If only they will support me…

I'm down with fever

2009-01-20T21:20:00.003+08:00

I blame Fara. Hari tu I yang bagi virus kat dia. Sekarang die lak yang bagi virus kat I.

Oh.. I went to premier watch of Underworld: Rise of The Lycans last night. I'm not much a fan of this genre of movies. Vampire, Warewolf. But hey, Twilight makes vampire looks so good. Hehe. Anyway, I enjoyed watching it. The guys (Han, Dzul and Khairil) seems happy too with the movie. Not going to spoil bout the details.

Well, not much to say. I have blocked nose. And my tonsil is swollen. I had to take ML today since I can't talk much. Huhu.. That's a problem when your job is relying on your voice. Cehhh... Macam penyanyi laa pulak. =)

Oh.. and I came across a song by A. Rahman Onn. The title is Julaiha. Haha.. I've a song with my name as the title. Now, I'm like Kak Ida with Junaida365. Hehhehhe.. =)

Love,

Ju

More Polyvore

2009-01-15T13:37:00.001+08:00

Okay.. Obviously I'm bored today.

My White Shoes

2009-01-15T10:17:00.002+08:00

I wore this outfit to work last week. I just started wearing hijab or tudung to work. Yay me!

My favorite security guard, Uncle, complimented me.

Uncle: Wahhhh.. You punya kasut manyak style woo. Berapa juta you beli?"

Ju: Eh.. Murah saja laa Uncle.

While working, Fara suddenly screamed at me in disbelief. She just arrived for 4pm shift.

Fara: Ju!!!!!!

Ju: Apa?

Fara: Waaaa... Aku nak beli kasut ni. Aku nampak kat Jusco. Aku dah nak beli dah. Apsal ko beli dulu?

Ju: Aku berkenan ngan kasut ni. Dah laa murah lak tu.

Fara: Aku tau. Nautini. RM 55 kan? Murah giler

Ju: Kau beli laa yang warna hitam. Lagi lawa. Aku nak beli tapi takde saiz. Kakak aku je yang muat hitam tu.

Fara: Tak nak.. Aku nak putih jugak. Putih lagi lawa

Thana joined us.

Thana: Yeah, Ju. I think the white one is prettier. It pops out.

I just smiled in satisfaction.

See, Kakna. The white one is prettier. It pops out. Hahaha.. Lucky I did not buy the one in black. =P

If Only Polyvore Is My Wardrobe.......

2009-01-15T00:17:00.005+08:00

I'm off tomorrow. And I just drank Oldtown Kopitiam White Coffee that Thana belanja me. So kick.. Taste exactly like a 'kopi kampung'. Haha.. And now I can't sleep. Did they put too much ~~Kacip Fatimah~~ caffeine in it?

So I decided to fool around with polyvore. My first three attempts. And I had so much fun! I just waking up from my dream of having a wardrobe as big and as variety as polyvore database, Ha!

Dah Tua Ke?

2009-01-14T20:53:00.003+08:00

I have this one customer today. Asking me some fixed deposit inquiries. When I saw her birth year. 1989. Hmm.. She's too young to be asking this kind of questions.

I reconfirm the minimum age for customer to apply for a FD. 18 years old. See.. She needs to be 18 years old to apply for this.

That's when I quickly push my calculator button.

2009 - 1989 = 20 years old

Huh? I thought I am 20 years old.

2009 - 1985 = 24 years old

What? I'm 24? Since when?

I can't believe my calculator.

Funny faces of Adam (and cute too!)

2009-01-03T19:31:00.005+08:00

Excited with his pink car

Arifa and Adam @ Subang Parade

Tadah tangan for doa

Trying on Crocs

Mengantuk at Pasar Tani

This one is the funniest! Hehehe.. Ada hati laa pulak nak angkat tembikai itu

Trying on swimming trunk

Love,

Auntie Aa

Ini adalah entry berbahasa Melayu

2009-01-03T17:38:00.005+08:00

Pagi tadi saya mengalami satu peristiwa yang amat menakutkan. On the way nak pergi kerja, saya telah mengisi minyak penuh satu tangki. Ya. Penuh. Oh, saya mengisi minyak Shell.

Selepas saja melalui tol NKVE, tiba-tiba saya terdengar bunyi yang sangat kuat. Saya memikirkan saya terlanggar lubang yang telah membuatkan tayar kereta meletup or something la kan. Lantas, saya cepat-cepat masuk lorong yang paling kiri, bawa kereta perlahan sahaja.

Di dalam fikiran, saya mahu stop di perhentian USJ. Akan tetapi, seorang citizen Malaysia yang sangat baik hati telah hon-hon kan keretanya dah menyuruh saya berhenti di tepi. Saya pon berhenti di tepi. Dalam hati, betullah tayar pecah ni. Haihhh...

Namun, sebagai seorang wanita, saya hanya membuka cermin kereta tanpa keluar dari kereta.

"Tangki minyak awak bocor ni." Jelas citizen Malaysia yang baik hati itu.

Kemudian, ada seorang lagi citizen yang baik hati berhenti di tepi jalan.

"Awak ada langgar batu atau lubang ke tadi? Tangki minyak awak bocor."

Saya masih di dalam mode terkejut. Namun masih tidak bergerak dan duduk di dalam kereta.

"Bahaya ni kalau ada batu ke. Ada spark sikit, tangki ni boleh meletup" Kata-kata ini membuatkan saya tidak senang untuk duduk lagi di dalam kereta. Hehe.. Takut. Lantas saya keluar dan citizen yang baik hati itu telah menyuruh saya melihat bawah kereta. Mak aih.... Macam paip lupa nak tutup. Minyak keluar macam air.

Ye. Minyak yang baru saya isi tidak sampai 15 minit sebelum itu keluar macam air dan telah mengalir ke longkang di tepi highway. Saya secara tidak sengaja telah mencemarkan persekitaran. Sorry, Mother Nature!

Dan citizen yang baik hati itu lagi telah meminjamkan handphonenya untuk menelefon ayah saya kerana saya ketiadaan kredit. Hu. Dan saya telah dimarahi oleh ibubapa saya kerana selalu ketiadaan kredit ketika saat-saat kecemasan.

Namun begitu, saya sudah okay sekarang ini. Ayah, Abang Juri, Abaman dan seorang pemandu tow truck bernama King Kong telah datang menyelamatkan saya.

Abang Juri, seorang employee Petronas telah mengatakan bahawa "Ha.. Tu la. Guna Shell lagi. Kalau guna Petronas, tak jadi macam ni. Hehehe." Apa kaitannya, saya pon tak tahu.

Tsk.. Kereta saya.. hukhuk..

Kesimpulannya, hari ini, tepat 3 hari di dalam tahun baru 2009 ini, saya telah melanggar beberapa azam baru seperti:-

Berjimat cermat.
Duit melayang-layang mengibarkan sayapnya kerana terpaksa menukar tangki minyak petrol RM330.

Rajin-rajin pergi kerja.
Kan tak pasal-pasal kena amik Urgent Leave awal-awal tahun ni. Hehe.. =P

Tidak mengeluarkan perkataan-perkatan yang kurang sopan.
Apabila beberapa pemandu lori dan motosikal membunyikan hon di kala saya tengah susah hati di tepi highway, secara tidak sengaja perkataan-perkataan itu keluar. Tak nampak ke orang tengah susah ni!

Sekian. Ohh.. terima kasih kepada dua orang citizen Malaysia yang baik hati itu. Jasa anda amat saya hargai.

Love,

Ju

Happy New Year!

2009-01-01T01:36:00.003+08:00

Tata 2008.

Hello 2009.

DIY!!!

2008-12-14T23:56:00.009+08:00

A mean machine.......

Mama set up her new sewing machine this morning. She hasn't been sewing for ages! I just thought, "Hmm... A sewing machine." and did not care much. Then ayah start to brag about him sews the seam of his pant all by himself. Still, I did not care much.

Suddenly, right after Maghrib, I started to feel the itch to try out that sewing machine. I never ever ever ever sew before! I remembered of some old baju kurung in my wardrobe that no way it will be wear by us anymore. After thinking for 3 minutes, I decided to sacrifice this baju kurung, which was Kak Na’s.

Hehe.. Sorry Kak Na. Baju ni dah tak kan dipakai kan?

After cutting the baju kurung to half, I started to examine the machine. Hmm.. I have no idea how to operate this thing. Half an hour of struggling, I started to give up. Huhu.. Ayah was repeating me his kata-kata perangsang, “Ayah pon boleh jahit seluar ayah sendiri.” That means I can do this! Then, the miracle finally happened. I finally figured it out.

My creation finally finished at 11.30pm. It’s 85% finished actually. But it actually has formed into a wearable blouse! Huhuhu… I’m so proud I could cry. It needs much more practice. I’m not going to take any close-up for the details because there are no details. Hahaha.. But like I said, it’s wearable. Ha!

Tadaa!! The end result

The details at the neck line are horrible! Hahaha.. But OK laa for first timer like me, rite

Tried to improvise by adding a cinched of belt

Project Runaway Malaysia, here I come! ~~dreaming away

Love,

Dear Boss..

2008-12-13T18:49:00.004+08:00

Today me and Fara tried our luck to ask for half day Off-In-Lieu to go watch movies. I tried to give excuse "want to send my parents to KLIA" while Fara suddenly had a 'stomachache'. Keke.. I was the one with a braveheart to approach the Team Manager.

Ju: Is it possible if I request for half day?
She smiled at me
TM: Mmm.. Should be OK. But let me tell you at 12pm if the SL is okay, k dear?"
I smiled back.
Ju:Thanks. I'll send you email."

I went back to my desk with a big smile. Positive! Huhuhu.. She did not even ask for my reason.

Ju: Fara.. cepat hantar email kat TM. TM td macam nak approve je kat aku.

So, Fara sent:-

***
Dear TM,

I want to request for half day OIL due to stomachache because of the nasik lemak that I ate this morning. Kindly please consider to approve.

Thanks.

Fara

****

Fara: Ju, da sent.
Ju: OK. Nanti aku lak hantar.

So I wrote:-

***
Dear TM,

As per our conversation earlier, I'm seeking your approval for half day OIL as I want to send my parents to KLIA. Kindly pls consider to approve.

Thank you!

Ju

***

15 minutes after that

Ju: TM da reply lom
Fara: Takde pon

Then my outlook blinks

***

Hi dear,

So sorry dear I'm unable to approve your half day OIL as there is 2 CSE sick today. I believe you have known earlier that your parents going abroad so you should have plan earlier. I'm unable to release you as I need you for headcounts.

TM

***

Ju: Waaaa... Half day aku tak approve!!!
Fara: Huh. Yeke. Alamak... Aku die tak reply2 pon lagi ni

Then outlook Fara lak blinks

***

Dear Fara,

Your half day has been approved. You may log out at 1pm. Get well soon

TM

***

Dear TM,

That's OK. Thanks!

Ju

***

Dear TM,

Thank you for your approval. I'll log out at 1 pm

Fara

***

Kesimpulannye, waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. No movies. Fara got to go home early. We're planning for our next act lak. hehhehe

Love,

Ju

Money Matters

2008-12-11T21:43:00.003+08:00

I've been spending a lot lately. Buying things that I don't really need. Driving my car and don't care to save up on the fuel. Eat at Oldtown and Padi on daily basis. Cut my hair even I want to keep it longer. Hurm...

I bought contact lenses last month but I hate wearing it. End up I’m still wearing my glasses and looking nerdy.
When I'm on evening shift, I would drive to Ampang from Cyberjaya after work, then from Ampang back to Shah Alam, just to catch up some mamak time with Han.
I'm using Smart Tag now, so I don't feel the flow of the cash while passing the toll booth.
I sent to car wash my Saga on weekly basis.
I cut my hair babydoll bob style only to like it for 2 hours, then realizing having bangs is not comfortable at all.
Having Oldtown and Padi next to workplace is not helping. Being a lazy bum to drive, go somewhere cheaper but farther is not an option.
I’d rather pay for parking than have to walk to shopping complexes.
I’d rather pay for tolls than using busy free-tolls road.

I really need those ledger balance book to keep track on where my spending goes..

Owh.. Today me and Fara were hoping that it won't be a busy day as we wanted to take half day OFF and go watch movies. However, it was negative as we were so busy! Perhaps can try again tomorrow. Let's pray =) Ohh.. The movie tickets are free, got it from Han. I'm saving there. Haha

Love,

Ju

I'm thinking about buying a camera..

2008-12-11T19:47:00.006+08:00

Not a compact digital camera. I'm thinking of the besar gedabak kind of Digital SLR camera that makes you look like u really know how to take pictures. Hehe.. However, the fact that I don't have any clue about photography (except hold the camera steadily and snap) makes me searching for a smart looking camera, quality pictures and idiot proof. ;P

On the negative side, this type of camera costs you thousands of Ringgit. If you ask me to choose either a designer handbag or a camera, I'd choose the bag.

Maybe this one?

Han is the one who giving me idea about it. He jokes about taking pictures at weddings and I said “Why not?” Believe me; Han goes to kenduri A LOT! It’s his family thing to go to each invitation they got as a Walimatulurus. Weddings, kenduri doa selamat, cukur jambul. Sometimes in a week, he can get up to 5 invitations. It’s good to think that he can actually make money doing things that he naturally does. =)

So last week while having one of those movie nights with Han at Cineleisure, I caught him looking at that kind of camera while I went to the ladies. I guess he is serious. =) Perhaps we can share to buy the camera. (Just wants to get my shares if it menjadi :p) And we can do Photoshop. We both are IT savvy. It’s just me who lost for a while and jump into banking industry. Hehe..

Okay, another one to put in my To-Buy list.

Love,

Ju is here now =)

2008-12-10T22:58:00.006+08:00

I’ve been abandoned my blogspot for a few months now. Idk why tonight I just have to type something. I’m really tired due to crazy hours of working. Well, it’s not crazy actually. It’s just odd hours. Working on shifts. I have to adjust my sleeping time. Last week I was on 4pm-1am shift. Then I got 1 day OFF, then I have to work 8am-5pm. I can’t sleep early, and I’m unable to wake up early in the morning after 3 weeks in a row of evening shifts. Haiyaahhh…

There are times when I just feel like, urghh.. screw this job. I can find another one easily. However, this job pays well. I mean.. really WELL. I don’t know if I’m going to find another job which offers salary this good. Just 2 months of savings, I can buy that LV Neverfull in Darmier that I really want! Yummeh!!!!!

Today at work, really crazy. After tonnes of cases that were still pending for outcome since other department were OFF for 3 days in a row for Raya Haji, my email was blasted with replies. I was off work at 4.15pm today, but I stayed late to finish all the works.

Fara went on and on again about quitting job, with her teary eyes. I feel her. I understand her. But right now it is still not the time for me to change to another job unless I found one with higher salary. I’m thinking.. I’m still single. I’m gonna work my ass off to get good money even though I despise this job. And after I’ve settle down, I’m thinking of switching my career to a more relaxing mode. Perhaps being a nursery teacher. Hehehhe..

Well, it feels good to able to write again. I was so occupied with work, even on my OFF days, I refuse to do anything other than spending the whole day on my bed, sleeping. I need a holiday! Alhamdulillah, I will have my long holidays from 28^th Dec – 2^nd Jan ni. A week OFF. Yay!! After have to work on Raya Aidilfitri and Raya Haji. Depressed tau!

Right now, I need a dose of slumber party with my university friends, Farah, Safura and Shikin. Been thinking to rent a hotel room for a night at shopping mall (gardens or 1world hotel) then having lotsa fun with them.

However… Farah is still in Tanzania and she will be coming back, like, next year. Haiihhh.. Balik laa cepat. Help your beloved friend here straighten up her life back. Hehe.. =)

Love,

Ju

Selamat Bertunang Eky!

2008-06-01T22:11:00.007+08:00

Selamat Bertunang to my cousin Eky and Nana. Jangan lambat-lambat kawin tau! Hehe.. =P

Genting Trip!

2008-05-26T19:50:00.015+08:00

Me and my fellow friends from work had this Genting trip just for the sake of having a little fun before our 2nd banking test. The trip was on 24th May 08. Sepatutnya 9 orang yang pergi. Last2 tinggal 7. Me, Fiza, Azra, Adel, Dayana, Ritz and Carlson. I had so much fun!

On the bus. Hu.. Da lama tak naik bas..

Dalam kereta kabel. If u want a thrill ride on cabel car, invite Adel and Ritz. Dieorang jerit je sampai aku pon jadik gayat.

I tried to snapped Fiza and Azra' pic yang tengah snapped gambar aku

The hot chicas =)

Dayana, Azra and Fiza

Queing up untuk naik buaian pusing-pusing

Adel riang atas buaian

Tengah beratur nak naik solero shot. Huhu..

I was sure I had a second thought masa ni. Hehe

Haha.. Muka takut. But Azra and Fiza rilek je. Hehehe

Hahaha.. Look at Ritz!

First World Hotel view

My krazee friends..

Miss Azra and Miss Adel da bomb

Before they did the boat-cycling thingy

Smoke break!

Cover album. Hehehhe...

Me and Azra

Adel jadik minah bunga

On bed of flowers

Another 1 from Adel

Kumbang tengah isap bunga

Iklan billboard komuniti

Cool picha!

Jump!

Ohh.. And my friends are floating

Cam gaya Michael Jackson

I snapped this pic! Proud me.. tee hee ~~

Adel! Uhhh.. Hahhahha

Ohh.. This is supposed to be R rated. Gaggaga

They never low on jokes. Hahhahha..

The rear view =P

Mary go round.. huhu

Another kumbang!

Filem klasik by Ritz and FizaCute wheels rite eh..
Rain on Genting..
It's raining, so we go shopping! yay..

Me and Carl

Chilled at Starbucks

Bye2 Genting!!

Kenapa Saya Suka Rumah Saya?

2008-05-17T15:46:00.006+08:00

I think I know what my dream house gonna be.

I went out with Han yesterday right after work. Mula-mula ajak Han pergi Sunway Piramid. Ingat nak shopping sikit, since my stock of clothes nak pergi kerja da takde. Hehe.. (Hey, I made it for 4 weeks without rotating any of my wardrobe except the pants and cardigan =P)

But then tengah-tengah jalan, Han's friend, abang Suhaimi called. Asked Han bout his wireless connection. Han pon dengan relanya nak stop by umah abg Suhaimi ni kejap kat Kelana Jaya. Which means.. berkecai laa harapan aku nak shopping sebab Han kena balik rumah awal lak lepas tu. Hu =(

Baiklah.. Straight to the point, masuk-masuk je umah abg Mie ni, I kagum. I thought he's married. Tapi bujang lagi. And his house tak nampak bujang langsung. I mean, yeah.. the furniture still ada masculine features tapi I suka laa camtu. Hehe.. And the walls are purple. But grey-ish purple. So takde laa nampak sweet2 sangat. Hurm.. I gonna paint my house that absolute color!

Hurm.. tapi bila ntah nak ada umah sendiri. Hehe.. Berangan je lebih. I'm very much feel cozy living with my parents. =P

Oh.. We just went to Subang Jaya and had dinner kat Di Naina. Hu.. Still tak dapat shopping lagi nih.....

Han tried to pick his nose in public! Haha.. Tak senonoh..

While I still remember, here are some pics of me with my office mates.

Makan free masa R&R

3 days training at OCBC Building Masjid Jamek. These guys rock my socks!

Happy Mother's Day, Mama

2008-05-10T20:19:00.004+08:00

To mama, Happy Mother's Day! And also to Kakna. This is her first Mother's Day. How does it feel kakna, being a mother? I admired mama and kakna. Being a working mom. Especially mama. At work, she has to deal with naughty pupils. Kat umah, kene lak tahan ngan perangai anak-anak dia yang agak tak mendengar kata. Hurm...

Mama doesn't need to work, if she choose not to. But I think she's the kind of person that has to keep herself busy. Hal sekolah, hal BAKAT, hal rumah. I remembered when my family were in Australia for a year. And mama took cuti tanpa gaji untuk setahun. She didn't work. And dia asik masak je kat umah coz she just needs to do something. I went there sekejap je, my berat naik! Coz asik makan je..

And of course I remember when I was sick. 1st day pegi hospital, doktor suspect I got tumor at my brain. And mama was crying. It breaks my heart so much! Luckily, it wasn't a brain tumor. But still, a month at hospital, mama berkejar-kejar balik from school, then lawat I kat hospital. Oh.. to nenek too. Happy Mother's Day. Thanks so much! I can't put in words how thankful I am.

Sorry for everything mama. Tak sempat nak wish coz mama and ayah awal-awal pagi lagi dah pergi Jakarta. Love you so much!

2008-05-09T22:39:00.006+08:00

I hated it when I feel like nothing to do.

Han is in Singapore. Yanie suppose to crash over my house this weekend but she never call me to inform jadi datang ke tak. Hurm.. Nak kacau Ayu, mesti makcik ni suruh datang umah dia amik dia. I still can't remember how to go to her house even dah 2-3 kali pergi. Apit is on semester break. Azhar.. Hurm.. Dont want to kacau this busy engineer. Sham da balik Penang. Waa... My.. My.. What happened to my Friday Night?

So, here I am in front of my lappie. Just feel like typing something but nothing's interesting. Hurm.. What to do eh?

Upload photos laa..

Britney Spears' star at the Walk of Fame, Hollywood with Kak Na

Help me! Ahhahha.. This pic always make me smile

At WalMart Chicago

Eyeing on Hollywood Souvenirs

Universal Studios in LA

Again.. Universal Studios

Jurassic ParkING. Cute kan? Ahahhaha

2008-05-09T20:06:00.006+08:00

I like nerds! I love geeks. I'm a geek myself. I don't mind ppl calling me that. =) I love anything to do with computers and I think Internet is the best and the most genius thing people can create, besides handphone. Hehehe..

I have this list of geeks that I love most!

1) Rivers Cuomo from Weezer

He graduated from Harvard! Of course it took him for almost 11 years to finish it between albums and tours. And any guy that can play music is a big plus, rite. Lagi-lagi boleh cipta lagu best-best. Uhh.. My heart melts

2) Mark Ruffolo

He's not a geek actually. But he played one in one of Jim Carrey's movie. I can't remember the title of that movie coz it's so long! But he does have that geeky, sweet nature and somewhat shy looks. How can you not love him?

3) Shia LaBeouf

Remember Even Steven? Ahaha.. Total geek. Transformers really made him big. He was a geek. But now, he's a cool geek =P

4) Justin Long

He'a a goofer actually. But he played this computer genius in Live Free Or Die Hard movie, which I kinda fell for. Hehe.. And he scored Drew Barrymore! Love them two =)

Uhhhh....

2008-05-09T19:28:00.003+08:00

I so want this pump from Alexander McQueen. Somebody please buy this for me. =P

Farah.. For you Darling!! Happy Bday!

2008-05-07T23:22:00.003+08:00

Dammit.. I feel cranky. Feel like banging my Mr. Lappie. Hang 3 kali dah ni. And my modem doesn’t help either. Slow nak mati! Been 3 days since I last surf the net. Which feels like lifetime. And I really need to go to my Friendster and wish my sweet darling friend Farah a Happy Birthday before todays over. Tinggal setengah jam je lagi. Huhu.. Oh ye, Farah, if you read this, I tried to call you many times, tapi tak dapat. Da kat Tanzania balik ke deyy? Inform laa.. =(

Oh.. I feel like an old lady lately. My life is so boring. So routine. Bangun, mandi, pergi kerja, balik, mandi, tidur. Hurm.. This is what happened bila you dah menganggur for more than 3 months. And u have friends yang sama-sama menganggur. Keluar suka-suka hati. Pukul 4 pagi baru balik rumah. Pukul 8 pagi baru tido. Then, bila start kerja, mula lah rasa like I have no life. Pukul 8 malam pon dah tidur. Hehe.

But, I’m not complaining. I mean, I love my job. Well, at least I love this training period. Honeymoon habis. Tak tau laa when I dah on the floor nanti. And I love the fact that I got this job atas usaha I sendiri. I sendiri yang cari. I sendiri yang dapatkan.

There are some of my so-called ‘friends’ yang asked me why I didn’t work for almost 4 months. Nonetheless, some used the sentence ‘Ala, anak Dato’. Tak yah keja pon takpe’. And one more yang agak sakit hati bila dengar, ‘suruh je ayah ko carikan kerja. Mesti dapat.” Dammit. I just rolled my eyes kalo dengar orang cakap camni. And mulalah mengukir fake smiles. I can take care of myself, thank you. I don’t need to hear your opinions. I menganggur coz I don’t feel like working. So, excuse me.

Oh ye.. just wanna share this. I am having some Weezer fever. I’ve dreamt bout them for 2 nights! I mean, WTF? Ahhahaha.. And I ended up waking up smiling coz it’s so silly. Keke.. What am I? 15 y/o dreaming bout their idols? Mind you, I don’t idolized Weezer. I just like their songs. And I did watched their video clips in youtube several times lately. And I’m listening to their El Scorcho rite now. And their new song, Pork and Beans, like ringing in my mind. And I cant wait for their new album. But geez… Takkan laa sampai mimpi-mimpi kan? Silly me =P

Okay.. I've got some pics to upload tapi modem lembap nak mati! And I cant wait anymore. Ngantuk. =( Upload later. Nite2 everybody!

Makan-Makan

2008-05-01T10:50:00.005+08:00

Career woman. Hahahha..

Han trying to ignore I nak tangkap pic dia. Hikhik... Malu arr tu konon. =P

I got my 1st salary!! Hehe... So I kindly treated my guy at a nice restaurant. Eden Subang Jaya. Mula-mula ingat nak belanja dia kat Tony Roma's Cineleisure. Tapi Han ada something to do pastu. So pegi tempat yang dekat-dekat je.

Well, I ordered classic mixed grill. Banyak giler! Ada grilled chicken, beef, lamb, grilled vege, sausage, salad and fries. Han lak order twin tenderloin. Which I yang recommend. Coz mama and ayah slalu order twin tenderloin ni kalo makan sini. Yang pastinya kiteorang so full. Nasib baik x order any soup or appetizer. Sebab da slalu experienced da makan ngan family, after starter je da kenyang. Ahahhaha..

Han's Beef Twin Tenderloin Steak. Yummy...

My Classic Mixed Grill. Banyak kan. Imagine my tummy after that. Kekkeke

Ohh.. After that me and Han pergi windowshopping for rings. Wink~~ ;D

Joy Job.....

2008-04-24T21:42:00.004+08:00

Uhh.. So long since I updated this blog! Malas sangat. I got so many things to write but when I bukak je Type New Post ni, tiba-tiba terus blank. Just dont know how to put all those things in words. Banyak sangat. Hehe..

My new job rocks! Rasa macam back to Uni years coz I'm in 2 months training. Everyday blaja bout banking. Hehe. And it's way fun than masa kat Uni dulu. There are 22 ppl in that class, and everybody participate in class discussions. Rasa macam xde laa malu2. And our trainer, Charles is the best! Hehe..

We had this penalty for ppl who break the rules.
1) RM 1 for speaking in other languages other than English
2) RM 1 if ur hp rings and u r SMSing
3) RM 1 if say/use 'ringgit'. Must use dollar. (We cater for Singapore customers. So the currency is dollar. i.e.. 30 dollars)
4) RM 1 if late
5) RM 1 if fall asleep (RM 0.50 for each left and right partner)
6) RM 1 if doesnt lock off our pc (other ppl cant use the pc under my username)
7) RM 1 if doest follow theme

For reason no 7, it's kinda fun. Everyweek we have a theme day. Last Friday was Red day and everyone wore red. Hehe.. Tomorrow's gonna be white day. We kind of wanna sabotage the guys by wanting a 'pink' day. And my friend Prakash said he'd rather pay RM 1 than to wear pink. Ahahhaha...

So far, I still doesnt break the rules yet. Well, actually I was the first one yang kene penalti. Becoz I was answering Charles' question with the wrong answer, then I said "Ehh.. Ehh.. Tuit.. Tuit..". But on my defense, 'tuit' is not a word right? It's an expression, like 'ooppss'. Hehe.. But I got waived for that mistake. (Hey, I used a banking word --> 'waived'). Ahahahha... Charles was kind enough to let me get away =P

Oh.. and I got another saman for parking kat roundabout semalam. Chaihhhh.......

Summer Love?

2008-04-14T12:28:00.004+08:00

I just remember about my friend, Inda’s story about her so-called summer love with her “Abang Kapal”. Hehe. The one that they knew there wont be anything serious between them because it’s only temporary, but yet they were enjoying every bits of their moment together, no strings attached. In Inda’s case, the guy’s job needs him to stay on a ship for 6 months. (Err.. I forgot what’s the guy job. But certainly not a navy. =P) So, from the start she had set her mind that the relationship is just a temporary one.

For me, it called a fling. =) It’s a fun way to look at a relationship. When there’s no strings attached, there’s no need for commitment. When there’s no commitment, it wont be too complex. Hence, no pening-pening kepala, rite. Only that ppl yang terjerumus dalam this kind of relationship ni has to set their mind betul2 la. And make sure they wont fall in love so hard coz that will complicate the whole thing.

Hehe.. I don’t know why I write bout this. Tee hee~~

Owh.. I’m gonna start working tomorrow. *mixed-feelings*

2008-04-12T22:57:00.005+08:00

Today we went to merisik on behalf of my cousin, Eky. Hehe.. My father jadik wakil from our family. I can't stop giggle bila teringat ayah buat pantun "Buah bidara dalam kedai, pantun-pantun saya tak pandai". Haha.. Dia buat pantun to say dia tak pandai pantun. =P And the funniest part, the whole day ayah berbangga je die pantun tadi. Kekeke.. Pe laa ayahku ni.

Ohh.. Me, mama and ayah pergi survey my tempat kerja dekat Prima Avenue in Cyberjaya tadi. Huhu.. Mixed feelings tol. Rasa cam sedih + excited lak nak start kerja. Huhu.. Tapi, bila kira2, tol sehari pergi balik nak dekat rm10. Tak masuk minyak lagi. Ayah da asik suruh dok umah sewa dekat cyberjaya. Waaa... Tak mo! =(

Hapdet! Hapdet!

2008-04-07T11:31:00.012+08:00

Uhh.. Malasnya nak update blog sekarang ni. Kekeringan idea. Hehe.. So untuk menghilangkan sawang di blog ini, let me cerita secara chronology laa kan what I did since 31st March 2008. Haha..

31st March 2008

I pegi membayar saman kat balai polis Shah Alam. Hehe.. My 1st ever saman. It wasnt under my name tho, tapi atas nama my friend, Azhar. Tapi guna kereta Citroen my father's. Semua orang macam tak sedar kereta tu road tax da mati. We expected it would be RM300, tapi masa kat balai polis tu, polis tu cakap bayar RM150. Then die suruh p wat rayuan. Agaknya sebab kiteorang bayar cepat kot. Malam kena saman, lusanya da pegi bayar. So, last2 kena bayar RM70. Hehhe.. Happy giler!

2nd April 2008

I went to OCBC Tower kat Masjid Jamek for offer letter signing. Sampai-sampai, hujan lebat giler. Lebat sangat sampai even I guna payung pon macam tak guna payung. I was soaking wet! Seb baik pakai baju kurung hitam. Tak nampak sangat laa basah. (Sedapkan hati. Hehe) So now, I'm officially an OCBC bank staff! =P Semalam ayah briefing aku sepatah dua kata about how lucky I am dapat keja ngan international bank sambil pegang starter pack OCBC. Dia dah study dulu starter pack tu. Aku pon lom khatam. Hihi.. And die suruh aku kerja rajin2. Jangan ponteng2. Jangan datang lambat. Baik bos! Well, I can see he was proud. =P

3rd April 2008

Went to Subang Parade for some 'me' time sambil mencuci mata shopping tingkap. Hihi.. Sebenarnya nak p beli sandal Lewre yang diidam-idamkan, tapi dah habis stok da kat ctu. Kat Midvalley ada lagi waktu I tengok ngan Safura. Cess.. Ohh.. and akhirnya, I jumpa jugak mana letaknya LittleBlackBook store. I selalu baca Cleo and tertanya2 jugakla mana kedai ni coz baju2 die sangat murah. Dress leh dapat bawah RM100! Lawa2 gak. Last2 die dalam store W3 (What Women Want). Yang bestnye, Dalam store ni ada cafe, butik and tempat wat manicure and pedicure. Sangat suka! Aku mengambil kesempatan wat pedicure. Hehe.. And I bought 2 t-shirts dengan harga RM17.90 sepasang. Kiut! Murah giler! Haha..

Tengah diberi pedicure. Hehe.. The nail stylist tu kate kulit aku lembut. Hehhehe.. Used to have cracked heels. Tapi lepas kene amik steirod, lembut lak. Hehe.. Berguna gak arr aku makan ubat tu. =P

T-shirt baru yang aku beli. Keke.. Cute graphic

The end result. It looks lagi lawa kat real life. Lighting ni x elok sangat. Wahhahha.. Poyo lak aku

4th April 2008

Went to Carrefour Subang Jaya.. Sebelah Subang Parade je. Hehe.. Terlupa lak nak p tindik telinga semalam tu sebab suka sangat p wat pedicure. This is the 2nd time I tindik. Hari tu tindik dah tertutup. So sekarang ni terpaksa laa I menghadapi phase telinga bengkak sakit baru tindik lagi skali. Cess..

Da tindik! Huk.. Sakit gak. Sekarang ni pon cam tengah denyut2. Huk =(

Sms Ayu, coz a day before tu Ayu sms me ajak p pusing2 Putrajaya and Bangi malam minggu. And dia cakap jadik! Ahaha.. Suka arr p tempat2 reminisce memori waktu dulu2. =p So, while tunggu Ayu balik dari keja, I pon jalan2 laa kat Carrefour. Nak p Subang Parade, hujan lebat. Hurm.. Oleh kerana kebosanan yang teramat sangat, I pon balik. But on the way, I singgah kat my favourite salon jap. Potong bangs. Da panjang giler sampai cucuk2 mata. Again, kakak tu kata da macam budak2 nakal da rambut aku. Wahaha.. So not the look I was going after~~ dak nakal? =P

The new bangs! Uhh.. Budak nakal ke? Kekeke

Ayu sampai komuter Batu 3 kol 7 lebih. Terus kiteorg pergi balik umah Ayu dulu coz makcik ni pakai baju kurung lak di hari Jumaat yang mulia ni. Slalunya pakai jeans je assistant architech ni. Huhu.. Nak sampai Taman Desa, kena redah jem kat federal dulu. Tapi jem tak rasa jem pon coz riuh bercerita ngan Ayu. Tee hee~~

Kat umah Ayu.. Hehe. Pape pon mesti nak posing..

Malam tu kiteorg pusing 1 Putrajaya. Dataran still lagi tutup kol 11. Hurm.. Bummer.. Da laa sampai kol 10 lebih hujan lebat gak. Then lepak kat jambatan. Haha.. Ni laa yang kiteorang slalu wat waktu kat UKM tu. Pelajar cemerlang kan suka melepak. =p Well, kiteorang grad pointer sume atas 3.00 tau. Wahahhahha..

Sampai2 dataran, hujan lak. Hehe.. Me and Ayu under an umbrella.. ela... ela.. eh

Me and Ayu berlagak cam pelancong kat depan bangunan mahkamah

Walau ujan, ribut badai, kiteorg still nak tangkap pic gak. Wahahha

Permandangan from jambatan Putrajaya

Leh lak kiteorang p kaler2 kuku kat jambatan nih. Huhu

Owh.. Ayu pon ada sandal iPanema Gisele Bundchen gak. Tapi design lain. Keke..

Oleh kerana terasa malam masih muda, me and Ayu pegi UKM. Gamble je Ayu tunjuk matrik card dulu2. Wahhaha.. I tak bawak matrik card. So, kena berlakon sket arr. Berikut adalah dialog antara aku, Ayu dan pak guard.

Pak guard: (Sambil tengok matrik card Ayu) Kolej mana ni?

Aku: (Wat2 tak tau nama kolej) Ayu, mane dah kite nak pegi?

Ayu: Kolej Kausar

Aku: Kolej Kausar pak cik

Pak guard: Awak nak hantar kawan je kan?

Aku: A'ah

Pak guard: Jangan tido lak kat bilik kawan

Aku: Tak tido..

Pak Guard: Kalo saya tengok awak tak keluar, macam mana?

Aku: Macam mana caner?

Pak Guard: Saya cari awak

Aku: Ehh.. Tak punye.. Saya mesti keluar pak cik

Pak Guard: Ingat tau.. Saya cari nanti

Aku: Heh.. Baiklah..

Hehe.. Main ugut2 lak pak guard UKM sekarang nih. Tapi ok laa tu. =P Lagipon bukannya kiteorang nak tido pon. Saja nak masuk UKM drive2 dalam tu. Tak tau nak p mana. Lagipon my friends sumanya da tak duduk dalam UKM tu. Then Ayu bagi idea, pegi studio dak2 architecture, mesti ada kawan2 die. Kiteorang pon pergilaa Fakulti Kejuruteraan. Seb baik kat studio ada kawan2 Ayu, Aida, Azlin and sapa ntah.. Tak ingat. Terkejut gak arr dieorg menerima tetamu kol 1 pagi. Wahaha..

Kekkeke.. Semangat tol Ayu bercerita jumpa kawan2 lama. Gembira tol kawan aku ni. Hahhaha.. Neway, semak kan studio dak2 archi nih. Kertas sana sini. Aku yang bukan pengemas pon rasa serabut. Wahahhahha... =P sori dak2 archi

Ohh.. kiteorg still pegi visit Kausar and Keris Mas. Then p makan. Before balik Shah Alam balik, we paid a visit kat mapley AmirAli. Tempat yang bertanggungjawab 'membesarkan' kiteorg. Huahua.

Da sampai Shah Alam, still tak rasa nak balik lagi. Kiteorang cari Uptown Shah Alam kat Sek24. Berjaya! Hahhaha.. Tapi Uptown da tutup da time tu. Kekkeke..

5th April 2008

Aku ngan Ayu bangun kol 12tghari. Ayu dah segan2 da ngan my parents. Wahhaha.. Pastu, pagi2 buta lagi da wat plan giler, nak naik genting hari tu. Ayu dengan jayanya terus contact kawan2 die. Last2 Ib je yang free. And, di atas sebab2 yang tak dapat dielakkan, rancangan naik Genting terpaksa dibatalkan. Kiteorg p Sunway Piramid je, tengok The Water Horse. Kiut giler citer ni! Hikhik. Oh ye, Thanks Ib sebab belanja Pizza Hut! Best lak window shopping ngan Ayu and Ib. Layan je try spek mata besar2. Keke.. Tak malu tol kiteorg ni.

Posing dalam keta while tunggu Ib sampai..

Gambar ni di snapped masa kiteorang terkejut tibe2 ada org ketuk cermin keta. Rupa2nye Ib da sampai. Keke

Kiteorg bersama penemuan kasut gergasi. =P

Balik, I hantar Ayu kat Bangi. Ayu tido umat ET and AJ. Nak join.. Tapi I ada hal sket ngan Han esoknya. Han balik from Kuantan just sbb nak jumpa I, rasa bersalah laa plak kalo tak jumpa die. Hurm.. Kiteorang da baik semula. =P

6th April 2008

Pegi Cineleisure with Han. Hajat kat hati nak tengok Nim's Island. Tapi kat Cathay xde laa plak cite tu. And sume cite da tengok. Last2 tengok Shutter. Huhu.. Seram gak arr bagi aku yang penakot nih. Kekkeke.. Thanks sebab belanja Han huney.... =P

My day with Han and Lecka Lecka ice cream.. =P

Hurm.. tu laa secara chronologynye ape yang I buat beberapa hari lepas. Huhu. Panjang tol post kali ni. Da macam foto album pon ade. Bagus untuk rujukan pada masa hadapan. Hihihihi.... Hurm.. Ada 1 week more before I start kerja. Waaa... Malasnya nak keja. =( takleh enjoy2 dah

My Eyes

2008-04-01T21:11:00.010+08:00

Kepada sesiapa yang rapat dengan I, semestinya da tau about my condition with BIH. No matter how much I try to ignore, it has been a BIG part of my life. It affects every bit of my life. Dulu I tido pasang lampu, now I must turn off the light coz I tak tahan silau. I cant see straight line straight. Mesti ada bengkok2. I cant focus much. No matter how I try to focus my vision, mesti ada tempat yang bengkok, ada blindspot.

I can only see 1/4 of what u guys can see if I use only my right eye. Okay, to make it easy for u guys to imagine what I've been going through, follow this. Sit on a chair with a desk or table in front. Put ur hand on the table. Look straight. If you have a normal vision, you supposed to see your hand on the table. But for my right eye vision, I cant see my hand.

Hurm.. I'm not good with description. Why dont I give you guys pictures so you guys understand more. Hehe..

Okay.. Kata lah this is what you can see with you eyesight. But if I close my left eye and depend on my right eye to see, I only see 1/4 of what I suppose to see. Like the picture below.

That's how teribble my eyesights are. Scary isnt it? Not as scary as when I read this one article on the net about how BIH can lead to blindness. And my right eye started to show colour blind. I took a test at hospital on one of my many follow-ups, there was 1 picture that I can't see any number inside that green circle. (Test tu lebih kurang cam color-blind test masa nak amik lesen memandu). I was shocked. Da laa da x nampak sangat mata kanan ni, sekarang ni da color-blind lak. I was looking so hard at that picture with teary eyes, trying to deny the fate. Marah gak laa time tu.

It's true. Ada masanya I marahkan takdir. Iman tak kuat. Hehe.. But sometimes I rasa BIH what makes me what I am right now. I'm more laid-back. I feel like enjoying my life to its every bits. I want to see everything. I want to always look at my face, look at my reflections. See my families'. See my loved ones'. Because who knows how much longer I can enjoy this beautiful sights. =)

~Untitled~~

2008-03-31T22:56:00.003+08:00

Life is all about making choices. What clothes to wear for an interview tomorrow? Where to eat.. Nando’s or Kenny Rogers? Should I buy that shoes or not? Those are the easy, straight-forward ones. To the harder ones. Should I rent a house? Can I be independent? Do I still love him?

I am afraid I chose the wrong way. The wrong answer. And burden my whole life with the “What if..” questions. There is one thing that bothers me so much. One question that I do not want to answer. Coz I don’t want to hurt that person. I still care. Han, I don’t have the answer. I don’t want to answer. Can we just let the time show us the way? I just can say here that I’m not ready.. Yet.

Girls Day Out!

2008-03-29T17:58:00.007+08:00

Tadi I jumpa my 2 bestfriends, Farah and Safura, kat Midvalley. Huh.. Shikin x leh join lak. Notice that we all pakai baju green color? Well, we didn't plan it. Tibe2 je suma pakai kaler hijau. Olive green lak tu to be exact. Haha.. kalo da 1 kepala tu, 1 kepala laa gak. =P At least I ada reason, green is my favourite color. What's ur guys' excuse? Keke..

Kiteorg makan2 kat Kenny Rogers. =) Hu..

Finally!!

2008-03-29T09:12:00.005+08:00

Finally.. I got a job. Yay! Well not A JOB. But it's TWO JOBS actually. Haha.. I went to Streamyx interview on Wednesday. And the next day, I received a call from Streamyx that I got that position. But the basic salary didnt impress me much, and I still have two interviews left, 1 with OCBC Bank, and the other is with British American Tobacco. So.. Jadi tamak sket laa kan. I feel like I can do better than Streamyx, so I said to the person that called me, "can I think about it 1st?". He said he will call me later that evening.

So, nak dijadikan cerita, he didn't call me back. I was really worried. By this time, I memang nak keja ngan Streamyx coz in my mind, pikir that what if aku x lepas interview with OCBC and BAT? Kira malam tu I tak keruan jugak laa. Haha.. Padan muka kan. Tamak sangat.

The next day (Friday), time tengah jalan p Plaza MCB, Jalan Raja Chulan for an interview wt OCBC, I called my agent, Tengku Anne. Told her that Streamyx didnt call me back. She said that she'll tell the person that called me. I was a bit relieved. And the interview with OCBC went great and smooth. Keke..

Later that evening, I went to have a dinner with Han at Madam's Lim, Kelana Jaya. Then, Streamyx called me. Said that I still got that job. And I accept it right away. 15 minutes later, my agent for OCBC called. Said that I got the position. Hahaha.. I was on cloud 9! I got 2 offers in 15 minutes. Kekeke..

Kueyteow Tomyam kat restoran ni sangatlah merah dan pedas dan banyak. Haha..

Tangkap gambar Han tengah err.. tgk tv kot. Keke.. Not really, I yang suruh die smile for the camera. =P

So now, decision time. I know which 1 I'll choose. =) Oh.. and the best reward is, Ayah called masa kat Madam's Lim tu. I told him everything. And he said "Well done!" Ahhhh.... My heart is smiling. =)

Breakfast at Tiffany.. Nah.. Traders je

2008-03-25T18:13:00.004+08:00

Safura, the belated birthday girl

Had breakfast at Traders Hotel this morning with my good friend, Safura. Thanks to Kak Ida. Hehe. Well, it's been a while since I janji nak belanja Safura makan. Dari birthday die lagi. So kira I belanja die breakfast buffet laa eh. Haha.. =P Nah.. Nanti aku belanja ko lagi ye, Safura. Tadi tergesa2 sangat. Kol 8 Safura dah nak kena masuk keja. Dengan die sesat cari convention center lagi. Apa raa.. Nama je keja kat KLCC. =P Kekeke.. Jangan marah eh Por. Lawa x bracelet aku belikan untuk ko tu?

Next.. Shikin lak. Shikin aku nak belanja kat mana eh?

View from the hotel room. Lawa kan?

Owh.. Semalam time jalan2 kat KLCC ngan Kak Ida, sangatlah menggetarkan jiwa. Sale sana sini. Waaa.. Especially Marks and Spencer. Harga die da jauh lg murah dari Forever21 laa pulak. And kat Warehouse ada 1 maxi dress yang agak lawa. (Ada 1 lagi yang lawa giler tapi even da 50% off still rm500++. Chaihhh). And ada 1 Lewre sandal yang mmg tengah di aim untuk dibeli. Hukhuk.. Keadaan menjadi semakin tensi. I need a job.. Fast. I need to shop!

Survey Time!

2008-03-24T10:10:00.005+08:00

Copy this survey from Hidayah's buletin =)

LAST

1.Friend you saw

:-Azhar

2.Talked to on the phone

:-Han

3.Text

:-kak ida

T O D A Y

1.Wearing

:-baju tido lagi. Hu.. Malasnye nak p mandi

2.Better than yesterday

:-I hope so

T O M O R R O W

1.Is

:-Tuesday

2.Got plans

:-Hurm.. probably jumpa Safura

3.Dislikes about tomorrow

:-Tak tau lagi

F A V OR I T E

1.Number

:-7

Color

:-Green

3.Season

:-Sales season

C U R R E N T L Y

1.Missing someone

:-not really

2.Mood

:-Xde ape2 perasaan

3.Wanting

:-A job

Q U E S T I O N S / A N S W E R S

Q: 1st thing you did this morning

:= keluar dari comforter =)

Q: Last thing you ate and drank

:= dinner smalam laa kot. And air milo

Q: What's annoying you right now?

:= bilik bersepah giler. Haihh.. Malasnye nak gerak

Q: Do you support long distance relationships?

:= Tried it. Didn't work. So, no

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?

:= Not really. Hati beku sket pagi2 ni

Q : Do you think that person is thinking of you too?

:= Which person? I tak pikir pasal sape2 pon

Q: Where was the last place you went to?

:= Bathroom

Q: What did you do there?

:= Tee hee.. =P Pagi2.. Sejuk wo

Q : Do you smile often?

:= Not really. Not to strangers anyway

Q: Are you a friendly person?

:= I am. Tapi ppl selalu misinterpret me as sombong. Haihhh.. Esp masa uni years dulu..

Q: Who's bed did you sleep in lastnight?

:= mine.

Q: What color of shirt are youwearing?

:= blue

Q: What were you doing at 9 lastnight?

:= reading manga Yakitate Japan while chatting with a friend

Q : When was the last time you saw your dad?

:= Last night

Q : Do you get angry easily?

= I do esp time kepala serabut. Hu

Q: What were you thinking about before you went to sleep?

= uhh.. uhh.. Ngantuknye.. Zzzzzz

Q: What song are you listening to

:= Muse's Starlight

Q: Have you ever really cried your heart out?

:= yup

Q: Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?

:= yup

Q: Have you ever cried on your friend's shoulder?

:= yup. Sampai basah2 baju kawan tu. Haha

Q: Do you cry when you get an injury?

= Yerp. Yang sakit la.. Cam terlanggar bucu meja ke. Sakit wo. Tibe2 airmata keluar

Q: Who can always make you happy?
:= Adam! He never fails

Caner laa x hepi bile tgk Adam camni. Haihhh

Q: Do you wish you were happier?

:= Of course

Q: Can music make you happy?

:= yerp

HATE SECTION

Q: Who do you actually hate?

:= ppl who are so into themselves and think other ppl will cater to what they need when they want it. Huh!

Q : Have you ever made a hit list?

= nope

Q: Are you a mean bully?

:= nope. I'm a nice person

EVER

[x] rode a taxi

[] jump ramp on a bike

[x] been used by a friend/lover

[] been fired

[] celebrated New Year's in TimesSquare or Disney World

[x] had a crush on a teacher - wink~~ wink~~

[] celebrated Mardi-Gras in NewOrleans.

[x] been to Europe

[x] been to Australia

[] been to Hawaii

[x] skipped class -murid cemerlang tak perlu p kelas byk2 sangat. Haha

[x] had a sleepover.

[] done ice skating.

[] had your tonsils taken out

[] have/had a TRUCK.

[X] driven a car.

END

Tata Adam...

2008-03-23T16:43:00.002+08:00

My nephew da balik semula ke Penang with his mama and papa. Waa.. So dah start rasa bosan balik da. Hukhuk.. Anyway, I snapped hundreds of his pics just so that I xde la rindu die sangat nanti.

Oh ye, tadi dpt msg from Kak Ida tanya I nak join tak dok Traders hotel kat ngan KLCC ngan die tomorrow night. Hehe.. Mestila! Best giler. Kak Ida selalu dpt dok hotel best2 and I pon selalu gak menyibuk sama bila Abg Juri x leh join. Keke.. So far I da rasa dok hotel Maya (sangat cantik bilik die, Traditional + modern design, dekat ngn KLCC), Concorde Hotel (Hard Rock Cafe kat tepi, but the room didnt impress me much, ramai sangat manusia, siap kene jaga2 of pickpockets lagi. Hehe), One World hotel (5stars tapi masa I and Kak Ida dok ctu, baru bukak kot. So x terasa hebat sangat. Anyway, dia bersambung dengan OneUtama. So, a big plus), hotel Nikko (OK gak la. 5 stars hotel. Tapi I dok 1 mlm je kot kat cni) and Crowne Plaza Hotel (my fav! Boleh jalan kaki je pegi Pavillion. Ahahha.. Gembira tol masa dok cni. Tiap2 hari p Pavillion). Huhu.. Looking forward for tomorrow. Leh jumpa Safura!

Nyum.. Nyum..

2008-03-21T22:33:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday Ayah. We love you

Kiteorang pegi makan kat restoran Thai, Siriwan kat Sri Accapella in Shah Alam sempena menyambut birthday ayah yang ke 55. Sedap! We ordered tomyam seafood, ayam pandan, buttered prawn, itik masak curry (suprisingly, sedap gler), chilli deep fried fish, Thai steamed fish, daging masak sauce tiram, kerabu mangga, kailan ikan masin, sayur campur and otak-otak. For dessert, kiteorang makan cupcakes yang chumel yang Kak Ida tempah from sosweetpliz. Sangat kiut! Thanks Kak Ida n Kakna sbb belanja =)

Adam being the center of his uncle Man, uncle Arief and uncle Juri 's attention

Hurm.. Ayeh, Abg Juri n Kak Ida tgh pikir nak order apa

Me and Kak Ida =)

Kakna and Abg Asyraf

Abaman and Ayeh

Ayah and mama

Kak Ida and Abg Juri

Cian adam kene dok dalam stroller je

Adam tido di pangkuan mamanya. Anyway, how cute is Adam's romper? macam nak gi interview. Kiut kan?

Feel Like Gisele

2008-03-21T18:07:00.003+08:00

Me, Kak Ida and Kakna beli iPanema sandal smalam. Sandal ni Gisele Bundchen yang design kot. Hehe.. Tiga2 beli coz sangat selesa and sangatlah murah. Me beli kaler putih+biru, Kak Ida beli brown color and Kakna beli black. Cantik kan? =)

Adam Sudah Mari!!!!!

2008-03-20T21:08:00.007+08:00

Hihi.. I'm so excited. My nephew, Mohd Adam Muqhrish datang. He's my sis, Kakna's, son. Hehe.. Da nak dekat 2 bln tak jumpa. Makin kiut lak Auntie A tgk Adam. Hihi.. Tadi me, Kak Ida and Abg Juri, Kak Na and Abg Ashraf bawak Adam jalan2 kat Pavillion. Seronok lak walaupun Adam kadang2 cranky, wat perangai. Biasala.. banyak orang layan die. Naik lemak la. Hehe...

Meet Auntie A. Hehhehhe...

Adam with his gaya Superman ngan Auntie Ida @ mama long. Ha.. Da besar nanti jangan jadik mat rempit!

Get ready nak p Pavillion. =)

The 3 sisters with a handsome boy =P

Nyam.. Nyam.. Cedapnye cucu...

Ladies, this is my red-sporty-ride. Or is it red-spotty-ride? Hihi

Dalam changing room. Adam telah berjaya memenuhkan diaper nya. Hu..

Pe ni Auntie A amik pic adam tukar pampers ni?

Uncle Juri, Adam nak bear ni!

Adam is ready to go golfing with Tok Ki

Huhu.. Adam tengah bosan tunggu mama die kat Ralph Lauren

Uncle Juri, sapa dak kiut tu?

Mama, papa, Adam nak Guess. Takmo Gap!

The new player in town~~

Happy Birthday, Ayah!

2008-03-20T20:32:00.005+08:00

Yesterday, 19th March 2008 was my father's 55th birthday. Mama belanja makan kat Victoria Station, PJ. Only Ayah, Mama, Abaman and me je yang ada. The rest tak sampai lagi Shah Alam, so tak leh join. Anyway, kiteorg akan wat 2nd celebration untuk ayah esok. Semua balik for ayah punya birthday!

I took this pic using my Sony Ericsson hp. The resolution sangat2lah teruk. Huhu.. my Nokia sudah xde bateri. =P

Abaman with his Sizzling Steak. Hehe.. Kiut lak tgk waiter tu pakaikan bib kat Abaman. Kekekkeke

I only ordered Seafood Cocktail sebab da makan ngan Han after balik from job briefing. Hu.. Kenyang giler lak

To my father, Mej Jen Dato' Jusof Embong, Happy Birthday! May Allah bless you always. I'm proud to be your daughter. Dek A tau Dek A degil kadang-kadang, but Dek A janji, one day ayah akan bangga dengan Dek A. Insya-Allah. =) Love, your daughter, Julaiha.

Can U Keep A Secret?

2008-03-18T17:46:00.005+08:00

Farah.. Ju curi lagi. Kekekkeke.. Oh ye, check out Farah's blog. Hehe..

29 secrets About Yourself. Be honest. No matter what.

[One] Who was your last text from?

++ Fazli Shah Reza. My primary-school- secondary-school-sampai-skrg-laa friend

[Two] Where was your default picture taken?

++ Which default picture? Cheh.. This question is for friendster je.. Hu!

[Three] What's your FULL name?

++ Nor Julaiha Jusof

[Four] Your current status?

++ Single and loving it!

[Five] What is your current mood?

++ H-A-P-P-Y

[Six] How old are you?

++ 22.. Going to 23 this October

[Seven] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?

++ Yerp, I would be more concern about my health

[Eight] What's your favorite color/s?

++ Green, pink and white

[Nine] Ever had a near death experience?

++ Err.. Does a lumbar puncture a near death experience?

[Ten] Something you do a lot?

++ Blogging, surfing the net

[Eleven] Who can you tell ANYTHING to?

++ Hurm.. Different problems, I turn to different people

[Twelve] Name someone with the same birthday as you.

++ Fiza! My best friend kat skolah Dato' Onn. Mane ntah dia skrg. Huk

[Thirteen] If you could have one super power what would it be?

++ Stop the time! Selalu sangat mintak ada power ni. Owh, and also my super power gadget would be Pintu Suka Hati. Hahahha.. No traffic jam ;)

[Fourteen ] What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

++ Their height. Keke

[Fifteen] Favorite season?

++ Sale season =P

[Sixteen] Do you still watch kiddy movies or tvshows?

++ I still watch Dora the Explorer. Hurm..

[Seventeen] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?

++ nothing

[Eighteen] What language do you speak?

++ Malay, Manglish, English. Hehe

[Nineteen] Describe your life in one word.

++ Unpredictable

[Twenty] Do you have any tattoos?

++ Nope. Parut ada la. Haha

[Twenty-one] Who was the last person you hung out with?

++ Han. Lunch ngan dia tadi

[Twenty-two ] What are you thinking about right now?

++ Hehe.. Esok ada briefing keja kat jln raja chulan. =)

[Twenty-three] What should you be doing?

++ I should clean my room

[Twenty-four] Who was the last person that made you upset?

++ nobody. Everyone's nice to me

[Twenty-five] What are you listening to?
++ Gwen Stefani's 4 in the Morning. Duh

[Twenty-six ] Do you like working in the yard?

++ Nope

[Twenty-seven] Who is with you now?

++Nobody

[Twenty- eight] Do you act different around the person you like?

++ Hehe.. I guess so. Mula2 laa.. Da lama2 suma prangai pon keluar

[Twenty- nine] What is your natural hair colour?

++ black

My once-upon-a-time hair. Hehe

Too Lazy To Think Of A Title

2008-03-17T21:31:00.005+08:00

I developed a new fear today. Fear of driving while hujan lebat giler sambil petir sambar-menyambar and guruh kuat sgt sampaikan i rasa kereta bergegar. Eventhough Han yang drive, I still feel chuak giler tadi. Dalam hati thankful sangat coz Han tolong hantar I gi interview kat VADS kat TTDI hari ni. Kalo tak, I drive sorang2 hujan lebat cenggitu. Hu!

Today, buat pertama kalinya dalam sejarah, I tertido dalam wayang! I tak pernah tertido dalam wayang. No matter how boring the movie is, I tak pernah laa sampai tertido. Tapi tadi entah macammana punya ajaibnye, aku leh terlentok. Da laa tgk citer Horton Hears A Who lak tu. I memang adalah seorang hantu kartun. Awal2 citer tu mula2 gelak-gelak gak laa. tengah2 citer, tiba2 je rasa mata kuyu semacam. Sedar2 aku da tertido. Huh! Han lak biar je aku tido. Membazir lak beli tiket wayang. Hehe...
No, I didnt fall asleep coz the movie is boring. I rasa movie to best laa gak. Tapi sebab tadi pagi kot. Kol 11 da masuk wayang. Kalo kat umah, kol 11 tu cam baru bangun tido. Hehe.. I saja tgk wayang kat OU sementara nak tunggu interview kol 2 pastu.

The interview went great, i guess. Only the part where my health is concerned. I'm confused. Should I lie, or should I state the truth about my health? So, aku pon dengan jujurnya tulis laa aku ada BIH. Tiba time aku kena interview, my BIH problem became an issue. I told the HR manager that I dont think it's going to intefere with my life, dia just jawab "are you sure?". Grrr... Esok punya interview jangan harap aku nak tulis apa2 kat health problems. Hu! Esok punya interview kat Subang HiTech. Dekat giler ngan rumah. Lallala.. Best gak kalo dapat. =P

Semangat lak aku nak p interview. Hehe

Oh ye, went to watch Step Up 2: The Streets with Ayu yesterday kat Sunway Piramid. Hehe.. yerp, it's my 2nd time tgk cite tu. And I still terasa nak menari pas tengok cite tu. Hahhaha.. Hantar Ayu balik kat Taman Desa, and with the help of my friend, Asyraf, aku berjaya balik Shah Alam safe and sound. =)

Yup.. Betul laa ko cakap Ayu. The mirror does make us look fat. Ahahhahha..

Supper kat Taman Desa

Aku sangat penat. Need sleep.. Now

Girls' Night Out

2008-03-15T20:27:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was a very busy day. Akhirnya dapat gak aku berehat. Phew! Woke up at 9.30 yesterday. Pergi Low Yat ngan En. Omar, Fawwaz and Dzul. My old fella masa kat tempat praktikal dulu. Kekkekke.. Tiba2 je tumpang dieorg coz nak jumpa Han kat Low Yat. Han tolong I p amik Ayu kat Bukit Antarabangsa.

Jumpa Ayu memang HAVOC! Kekkeke.. Dalam kereta pon excited cerita. Sian lak tengok Han. Tried to include him in the conversation, tapi biasa laa, da lama x jumpa. Cerita hujung pangkal tak tau, manalah en. Han nak paham. Hehe..

Sampai umah, kepala kiteorg ligat plan nak wat pe mlm ni. (My parents pegi Solo, Indonesia. Wink~~ ) We called Inda. Turned out that Inda ada family business sket. Leh jumpa after midnight je. So.. sementara nak tunggu p dinner tu, kiteorg zzz. Esp Ayu. Coz semalaman die x tido.

Payah tol nak kejut minah ni bangun tido. Pastu bangun2 wat muka kiut. Cheh..

Kol 11mlm kiteorg kuar tanpa hala tuju. Keke.. Then Ayu gave an idea, pergi Uptown. We went to Uptown Damansara coz that's the only Uptown yang I tau nak pegi. Kekekeke.. I know there's Uptown Shah Alam, tapi lupa lak kat sek brape. Huhu.. Called my friend, Asyraf. He said Uptown Shah Alam kat sek25. Hu.. takpe la. Kteorg pon da selamat sampai kat Uptown Damansara.

Pe-pe hal, posing dulu. Kekkeke

Ayu yang kuning. Haha

Kteorg akhirnya berjaya gak jumpa Inda kat McD sek2. Lepak ngan Inda sampai kol 4 pagi. Keke.. Tak sempat ambik gmbar, masing2 punya hp da kong. =P Sangat suka lak jumpa kawan dulu2. Missed u guys so much. Hehe...

Sesi menggedik ngan Ayu.. =)

Me and Ayu bangun kol 10 pg tadi. Takde la lewat kan untuk org yang tdo kol 5pg. Hahahha.. Hu.. Nak bersiap p Sunway Piramid lak =) Tata!

Hepi Gila Nih..

2008-03-14T14:23:00.005+08:00

Gosh... Aku sangat hepi! Ahhahhahahhahaha... I'm smiling while typing this post. Tadi I x leh stop melompat. Coz happy sangat. Kekkekke... Poyo.. =p

Eeiiii... Bestnye.. Hepinye aku.. Hepinye aku. Ahhahhahhahha

First, tadi I p perm rambut. Yay! Hehe.. I love the end result! Mula2 I just nak wat soft curl je, tapi I really want something yang totally different, so jadik laa curl cenggini. Hik. Sampai2 je kat salon tu, dieorg da tegur I tanya kenapa lama tak datang. Merajuk ke? I gelak je. Then I cakap I nak perm rambut. Kakak kat situ terus tanya, "betul ni, tak menyesal nih?" Hehe.. Then sorang lagi yang selalu cuci rambut I cakap, "memang dari hari tu lagi u nak perm rambut, kan?" Hik. See, betapa berazamnya aku nak perm rambut. Sampai orang salon pon ingat.

Well, I love it! I dont care orang len cakap tak elok I perm rambut. I totally love it. Kakak salon tu cakap aku nampak cam budak nakal lak. Hahhahha..

Mana de nakal. Ayu jek. Ahhahhahha.. Nakal pon best ape =P

Second thing yang membuatkan I sgt2 laa hepi, I dapat call from 1 company suruh datang interview keja this coming tuesday. Keke.. melompat2 aku tak ingat dunia. Well, I know, tu just interview je. Tapi at least, menaikkan jugak laa self-esteem aku. Ada jugak ehh orang nak amik aku keja. Hehhehe

Then, baca friendster, my ex-classmate masa skolah rendah ajak kuar date. Hahaha.. Laku gak aku ni. Tee hee.. Well, hari ni adalah hari aku perasan. So, excuse me yer. Keke..

Okayla.. I got something to do. Nak p jumpa Apit. Tata!

I'm Fine, Thank You

2008-03-14T02:04:00.004+08:00

Uhh.. Yet another night where I just lie on my bed trying so hard to sleep. Han called me. Asked me why haven't I call or SMS him. Dalam hati I cakap "kan ke tu yang u nak". But I've made a wise choice. I tau kalo I jawab camtu, start laa gaduh lagi. I didnt say what's in my heart, but what's in my head. I jawab, "kan ke kredit habis call u hari tu" ( 1. kredit habis 2. sebab call die. Hehe.. so he can't start anything against me, rite?) Wrong.

"Kan ke selama ni kalo kredit habis, u call guna hp digi ayah or hp mama". Ergghh.. Dalam hati I, asik mintak janganlaa start gaduh. I was SO hungry. Satu hari makan roti jek. Terus mood xde. Tgh chat ngan kawan pon da xde mood.

I just don't understand. One day, he says he wants to stay away from me, and when I'm perfectly da happy with my life, camni pulak dia react. Huh. I can never figure men out. Suddenly tanya2 about my health, bila lagi nak jumpa doktor, ambil berat sangat, tanya about my job hunts, try cari kerja kat Cyberjaya la.. Huh

Why is he making things complicated? He knows I took setahun lebih to finally get over what he has done to me. Setahun lebih tu. Means that's how much I don't care about my feelings just for him. Doesnt he realize I susah sangat nak let go dia ni? Now, I can finally get over u. So, please understand, honey. I know there's a BIG chance u're reading this. Please stop doing that to me. Stop acting like u care when u dont.

Owh.. Safura call pagi td. Tanya if aku ni ada problem ke, sebab post aku before ni len macam je. So, babe, that's my problem. Hehhe.. Paham kan? So, thank you darling. I'm perfectly fine =)

Sorry, emo lak malam ni. Hehe

Feeling Emo

2008-03-13T02:15:00.005+08:00

Silent night

Cold

Feeling sad

Feeling need to be loved

Missing someone, but don't know who he is

Hoping for something

Need love

Need hugs

Need kisses

Yerp, Jue is emo right now

Survey Time

2008-03-12T11:34:00.003+08:00

Yet another survey yang dicuri dari blog Farah lagik. ~~Ok arr Farah.. Ju promote Farah nih

1. What's the connection between you and the last person you texted?
~ Let's see.. Sapa eh. Owh.. Ayu. My friend utk wat keja gile. Kekkeke

Gambar baru Ayu kat Friendster die. Weh.. Makin gothic nmpak. Tp tgk citer hantu tutup2 mata. Hahahhhahha.. Anyway.. Cun, babe!

2. What is wrong with you right now?

~ Nothing's wrong. I'm perfectly normal. Only that my mom says I malas. HuaHua..

3.Do you ever miss your first love?
~ Nope

4. When did you last cry?
~ Bila ehh. Owh.. Ada laa time 1 problem tu

5. What do you hate?
~ Today's a good day. So, I'm in a love-everybody-and-everything mode =)

6. What do you want in your life right now?
~ I want a JOB! Please someone offer me a job. Bosan giler da dok umah

7. Are you happy?
~ Yeah. Happy with a big grin. Tee hee~~

8. What are you listening to?
~ Evanescence's My Immortal. Lama x dengar lagu ni. Layan laa plak

9. What do you smell like?
~ I smell like Britney Spears! Hehe.. Her perfume Fantasy

10. Drinking?
~ Nope

11. What time do you go to bed?
~ Last night? 12a.m ish

12. Who was the last person in your bed besides you?
~ Da lama bed ni xde org lain tido. =)

13. What do you wear to bed?
~ Whatever yang comfortable

14. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
~ Hehe.. I do sometimes. Ashamed to admit it

15. What did you do yesterday?
~ Sleep most of the time. Mane la my mom tak kata aku malas. Hua..

16. What was the last movie you went to?
~ Step Up 2: The Streets

17. Is your shirt new?
~ Nope. Bila punya ntah

18. Do you live near your exboyfriend/girlfriend?
~ Yerp. Apit. He's in UiTM Shah Alam

19. Are you scared of bugs?
~ Not really. I scared of cicak. Geli. Yuck

20. Are you gay?
~ Last time I check, I still straight. Haha

21.How was your day today?
~ Good =)

22. What do you think of Eminem?
~ Erm.. Not into him much

23. Do you read?
~ Yeah. There's a bookworm inside of me

24. Do you sleep with a teddy bear?
~ Nope. Suma letak tepi. I sleep with a lot of pillows tho

26. Whose house have you been to today?
~ Noone's

27. What about the night before that?
~ Noone's too

28. Do you like anyone right now?
~ I like everybody right now. I'm perky today

29. Are you bored?
~ Kinda

30. What is the last movie you watched?
~ Ultraman Tiga and Ultraman Dyna the movie. Layan je ngn dak2 kecik kat kampong. Hehe

31. Do you say "dawg"?
~ No. It doesn't sound cool when I say it

32. What are you excited about?
~ Da nak habis da aku main game The Scruffs ni. Kekkekke

33. What do you think about Valentine's Day?
~ It is overrated

34. Who was last person to cook for you?
~ Erk.. tukang masak kat restoran kot

35. Who was your last text message from?
~ Azfar. Asik ajak2 ayam nak lunch sama. Huh! Mari sini laa deyy

36. What’s on your mind right now?
~ Nak habiskan game The Scruffs pasnih

37. Who was the last person to make you cry?
~ Adalaa sorang manusia ni yang agak tidak bertanggungjawab

38. Name someone whose name starts with the letter R?
~ Uhh.. Have to go with Rayyan. Anak sedara Farah yang kiut

39. Do you care what others think about you
~ Sometimes

40. Have you ever been in love?
~ Yerp. But not right now

41. Do you trust people easily?
~ Not really..

42. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
~ I hope so. Tapi kalo time tu I kat on top of my career ladder, tak kawen lagi pon I tak kesah. Hehhehhe

43. Will you ever kiss the last person you kissed?
~ Hell, no

44. What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?
~ Get a job. Hehe

Going Gaga Over Green

2008-03-11T16:02:00.003+08:00

I love green! It's my favourite color. =) Here are some finds from net-a-porter relating to green cool stuffs.
I LOVE this MiuMiu bag. Uhhhhh.... I want it.

This Roberto Cavalli's dress is so sweet. Set up romantic moods, rite?

How cute is this dress from Temperly London? Uhh.. Too cute!

Owh.. I didnt have the chance to go perm my hair. Coz I did a crazy thing last nite. Ended up bangun pukul 2ptg. Hehhehhe. Esok la..

Erk.. Zhullian?

2008-03-11T15:42:00.002+08:00

As much as I need a job right now, my last resort is to be a direct salesgirl. Waaa... X suka. I mean, I always imagine that only makcik2 yang riuh2 je yang suka wat direct selling ni. Cam Avon.. Zhullian.. Cosway. Tapi tadi tiba2 je mama tanya I nak tak join Zhullian. Tak payah buat apa, just pegi training and dengar taklimat die, leh dapat RM1000 da. Huh? Ye ke? Menarik laa plak. Easy money! Haha.. Then pikir2 balik.. Nah.. I'll pass. Maybe some other product like Herbalife ke. Sbb Herbalife cam international sket. Hahaha.. Yerp, true. Graduan Malaysia sangatlah memilih kerja. Kekekke

Home Sweet Home

2008-03-10T22:04:00.003+08:00

I'm home. Ahhhh... Selesanya. =) Miss my bed. As much as I like being at kampung, I still love my home very much. Especially the toilet! Kalo kat kampung nak p toilet malam2 takut. I sanggup tahan sampai laa subuh. hehhe..

My little cousins checking out my blog. Hehe.. Not really. They're watching some scary clips on youtube

Uhh... Right now I so want to perm my hair. I never have curly hair. My hair has always been straight. I da tanya salon tu 3 times nak perm my hair. Asik x kasi je. Dieorang ckap sayang arr rambut straight. Huh.. Biasa laa tu. Org rambut straight nak rambut curly. Orang rambut curly nak rambut straight. =) esok I nak gak p perm my hair!

Tata to my straight hair. Hehe.. =) getting bored of the same style je...

I'm addicted!!

2008-03-09T23:02:00.004+08:00

I am an easily addicted kinda person. If I get to hear a new song that I like, I will listen to it and ONLY IT for 2 days. Like right now, I'm listening to Cake's Never There since a friend of mine gave it to me last 2 days. Hehe. And I still tak bosan lagi dengar.

Same when I was so obsessed with earrings back then. I pierced my ears quiet late gak laa. Last year baru I tindik. (I was 21). So every visits to shopping complex dulu I mesti beli earrings. Lagi2 beli earrings sangatlah murah. rm10 dapat 3. So I had a collection of earrings yang banyak gak la. But sadly, bila i masuk hospital, I xleh pakai earrings sebab asik kena wat scan kepala. Last2 lubang tindik tu da tutup. Hu! Cedey.. Still x berkesempatan nak tindik blk

Baru2 ni, my latest addiction was reading Baby Blues Comic Strip. I baca ni beberapa hari berturut2 gak laa kat http://www.babyblues.com/. Zoe, Hammie and the latest addition, Wren are so cute! Gaggaggagaga..

I'm also addicted to CSI Vegas and House (Hu.. Latest season of House kat AXN da hbs). I'm addicted to Friends. Kak Ida ada the dvd collections. I watched it non-stop! I'm addicted to good friendships. When I feel comfortable with someone, they gonna be my friend for a LONG time. Ask Farah. Wink~~ I'm addicted to good night out. Tapi terpaksa dikawal sebab nanti mama marah. Kekke. What else, eh. Owh.. I'm addicted to Forever21! and J.Co Donut. And YM! Hu.. Long lists.. Tak boleh nak tulis sumenye..

Owh.. I'm addicted to my love. That's why I susah nak let go sket. Tapi sekarang I da leh lupakan da. Yay! Congrats to me. Tak caya tanya en. Han. Kiteorg da completely JUST FRIEND. Gaggaga...

Balik Kampung...

2008-03-08T21:28:00.003+08:00

1st time viva ni jejak bumi Terengganu

I'm at kampung right now in Setiu, Terengganu. Me, mama and Abaman bertolak from Shah Alam semalam and sampai dalam pukul 9p.m. Ayah has to work. So tak boleh balik. No, bukan sebab nak mengundi eh. Tapi sebab nenek nak wat kenduri sikit, and sembelih seekor kambing. Hehe..

Well, at first I tak berapa suka with the idea of kena balik kampung. I mean, I dont mind if my kampung only 3 hours away from home. Tapi, ini 8 jam wo kena duduk dalam kereta je. Lagipon, selalunya kiteorang balik time raya je. And jalan mesti jam punya. Tapi smalam jalan tak laa jam pon. Cuma dekat Marang je jam sket, due to construction work utk wat jalan kat ctu.

Killing time dalam keta..

But now, I rasa cam best laa plak balik kampung cause what I do now is not routine anymore. My life was so routine back at home. Bangun dalam kol 9pg.. tengok tv.. kalo bosan sangat keluar ngan member. But sometimes I'm so lazy nak keluar sampai ramai kawan da ngamuk I asik cancel nak jumpa. Haha.. Then I surf internet.. sampai malam, ngantuk, tido. And I do the same old thing again the next day.

Tapi pagi tadi kol 7 je my little cousin, ecah, da tepuk2 my tummy suruh I bangun. "Kak A, bangun laa Kak A!". (All my little cousins call me Kak A) Hehe.. Nak tak nak, kena laa bangun. And everything that I do today is new. I watched Bob the Builder and Power Rangers. I tengok pantai dari keta. (Gosh.. Sangat cantik pantai kat cni). I borak-borak with my sis, Kak Ida. I borak-borak ngan mama, makcik, nenek, abg ipar, abg.. the whole family laa. Although the conversations mostly were about pilihan raya, which made me zzzzz. I main ngan seekor kucing yang garang. I tengok ayam serama. And I cuba nak menagkap gambar Encik Kambing yang bakal disembelih esok. So.. Today tak rutin da. =)

Ayam serama yang agak kiut

Tomorrow I feel like it's going to be a very busy day sebab esok laa nenek nak wat kenduri, makan-makan. And semua family uncle2 and auntie2 akan balik umah nenek. Although my Kak Ida and her hubby da balik ke Petronas Kerteh sebab kena kerja esok. All and all, I'm looking forward for tomorrow.

Encik Kambing yang akan dikorbankan esok

Owh.. I might be back to Shah Alam tomorrow evening or Monday morning. Things to do this week :- 1. Gi Kg Baru, jumpa Sheleen bagi purse 2.Gi KLCC, jumpa Safura and give her her bday present 3.Gi Sogo jumpa Sham 4.Hoping that I get the free Sunburst tix that I redeem frm Digi (Farah~~ wink~~wink.. Hari tu da frust sbb BSB tix kan)

=) I'm happy

Survey lagik..

2008-03-06T19:34:00.004+08:00

Nampak sangat xde keja kan. Hehe..

1. When is the last time you actually hung out with your top friends?

** Supposed to meet Safura today tapi x jadik. Hu.. Sorry, babe

2. What's bothering you right now?

** Kene balik kampung esok. Hu...

3. Would you share a drink with astranger??

** Nope

4. What kind of phone do you have?

** Nokia N70 and Sony Ericsson K700c

5. Wallpaper on your computers desktop?

** Gambar Adam! Kiut

6. Wallpaper on your phone?

** Gambar Adam gak. Hehe

Kat hp Nokia. Hehe... Geram tol
Ape ni kiss kiss..... - kat Sony Ericsson

7. Next time you will hug someone?

** Dunno yet

8. Where was your default picture taken?

** Which default picture?

9. Is there something about you that you don't think you'd ever tell anyone?

** Of course!

10. Are you wearing anything on your feet?

** Nope

11. What is the last thing you drank today?

** Ribena

12. Closest black object?

** Wayar Laptop

13. Who was the last person to talk to you on the phone?

** Yanie! Hehe.. Emo kat Yanie tadik. Sian Yanie jadik tempat dengar

14. Who was the last person to send you a text message?

** Azhar. No, actually Maxis Centre. Do they count?

15. If you could have one person with you right now who would it be?

** Adam! But I wont change his diaper tho. Hik..

16. Listening to..?

** Aerosmith's Dont Wanna Miss A Thing

17. Anyone you want to kill?

** Yes.. Yanie tau sapa

18. What do you want?

** May I have 1 billion ringgit, please?

19. What are you eating?

** Not eating anything right now

20. Have you hit someone today?

** Nope.. Why would I

21. Do you believe in soul mates?

** Yerp

22. What is the last text in your inbox?

** Some msg from Maxis

23. Where do you want to live when you get older?

** My own nice home

Survey Time!!!

2008-03-06T18:48:00.003+08:00

Hehe.. Curi survey ni from Farah nye blog. Takde keja.. Jawab laa survey =)

1. Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
-- I have to get my ears pierced 1st. Da pierced hari tu.. Tutup balik da

2. Does a kiss make you feel better?

-- Guess so

3. Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?

-- Nope.. X penah lagi

4. Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?

-- Before. Test2 dulu air kat right temperature, baru masuk

5. What did you do today?

-- Basuh n sidai baju 2 bakul

6. Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower?

-- yerp. kat hostel dulu esp. Nak berus gigi kat sinki rasa cam geli lak org tgk. kekke

7. Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the sametime?

--nope

8. Have you ever thought about your death?

-- yup

10. Would you rather be in a permanent relationship or play the field?

-- permanent for me, please

11. What is your favorite sport to watch?

-- fear factor kira sport tak? Ada lari2

12. What color is your shower curtain?

-- Dont have shower curtain

13. Have you ever had stitches?

-- Nope. Tak penah

14. How long ago did you hug someone?

-- Smalam. Hugged Sheleen, Kak Dell and Kak Shikin

15. What are you doing tomorrow?

-- Balik kampung. Hu...

21. Have you ever given money to a homeless person?

-- Tak baik citer wo..

22. Have you ever run over an animal?

-- nope. Tapi pnh nampak keta langgar kucing. Terus menggeletar tangan nak drive

23. Whats your favorite cereal?

-- Koko Krunch

24. Have you ever had an Oreo with peanut butter?

--nope. Not a fan of oreo much

25. What are you doing this moment?

-- Typing

26. Would you kiss someone of the same sex for 100 bucks?

-- Easy money! Of course..

27. Where’s your favorite place to be?

-- My room without anybody intefering

28. What’s your favorite song?

-- Right now.. maroon5 Wont Go Home Without You

29. Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker?

-- Coffee, obviously

30. Have you ever thrown shoes on a telephone wire?

-- Why would I? But then again, Farah jawab die pnh baling. Huh.. Pelik tol

31. Have you ever been skinny dipping?

-- Kene tangkap wo kalo kat M'sia wat camtu

32. Have you ever climbed up a water tower?

-- Nope

33. Do you dream in black and white?

-- I cant remember. Hurm...

35. Last food you ate??

-- Roti letak milo

36. Have you ever thought about being a model?

-- Nope. I'd rather be a fashion designer

37. Do you miss anyone?

-- Adam.. Hu..

Adam tengah sengih kat auntie ehh? Hik.. Kiut

38. Funniest thing you heard all day?

-- Farah baling kasut kat wayar telepon. hahhhaha

39. Have you ever gotten a mosquito bite on your face?

-- yup

40. What are you afraid of?

-- Anything bad happen to my family

41. What does the 10th text message in your inbox say?

-- Msg from Safura --> "Iye? kt mane? ngn sape?". When I told her I kat KLCC smalam

42. What does the 10th message in your outbox say?

-- Msg to Azfar --> "5.30 kot. Nape?". He asked me nak balik kol brape smalam

43. Do you like someone?

-- Nope

44. Do they know you like them?

-- Doubt so

WASB

2008-03-05T19:03:00.006+08:00

I am so happy!! Just went back from my old workplace - World Aerospace Sdn Bhd in Kg Baru. Gosh.. Miss them so much. Tee hee... Somehow I feel the office is a bit different now. The most obvious thing is there are more male employees compare to when I worked there. =) We had lunch at stall depan Public Bank tu. Lama tak makan sini. Love you guys~~

Abang Sham and abang Shafrul. Keke.. Ade ke patut abg Sham cakap ju makin tembam. Takpe.. Huh.. Nak diet laa ni. Kekekkekeke.....

Kak Shikin and Sheleen. Still sassy.. Still cute =)

Kak Dell n me. Kak.. Apsal makin kurus. Jealous tol!

Abang Sham, abang Rashid and abang shafrul tengah tengok iklan-iklan pilihan raya. Hehe..

Kat cubicle Kak Dell. Kak Dell masuk meeting. Org lain sume bz. Hu.. Tinggal sorg2

BIH - What?

2008-03-04T02:46:00.012+08:00

I've been wanting to write about BIH for a while. But I just cant be in the right mood. So, what is BIH? It's Benign Intracranial Hypertension or also known as Idiopatic Intracranial Hypertension.

This is what i got from www.mjmoore.co.uk/bih/aboutbih.htm. And what it says is so true with what i experienced.

"IIH is a very rare condition, and is also known as Pseudotumor Cerebri (PTC) or Benign Intercranial Hypertension (BIH). It affects about 2 people in every 100,000, mostly women, but can also occur in men and children.

Cause

This is unclear, but can be often associated with menstrual problems, hormonal problems, and certain medications. These include the oral contraceptive and vitamin A, as well as steroid withdrawal. The condition can be associated with being overweight.

Symptoms

These can be few or many, but will usually include headache, visual disturbances, nausea, problems with balance and memory (so that's why i selalu lupa2. Hehe), tinnitus and neck and back pain. The headaches can be constant, and may ruin sleep patterns. (Gosh.. the headaches feels like there's a time bomb inside my head ticking!) Depression can also be present, and relationships may break down.

Patients with BIH will look 'normal' but it can be a very disabling illness. Support, help and understanding from others is of prime importance to anyone suffering from this disease.

Diagnosis

A CT scan, or MRI on the head and brain should be carried out - the result is usually normal, although the ventricles may appear smaller. (True, every tests i took seems normal)

Measurement of the cerebrospinal fluid by lumbar puncture which will be raised, but will have normal CSF protein, glucose and cell count.

Examination of the eyes will probably show swelling of the optic nerves (papilloedema) and enlarged blind spots, however recent research shows that the eyes may not be affected.

Treatment

Weight loss - this may help, but losing weight does not always arrest the condition.

Medication - Acetazolamide (Diamox) is the first choice, but can sometimes produce unwanted side effects. In this case, Frusemide (Lasix) can be tried. (I'm on Diamox now)

Surgically inserted shunt - may need frequent revision. It can become blocked or can over drain, and is usually only done when all else fails. (I was so close to get the schunt. Glad I didnt)

Eyesight - frequent testing of the eyes is very important, including examination for papilloedema. As blindness can quickly occur sometimes, surgery may be required. This is called Optic Nerve Fenestration, and involves slits being made in the optic nerve to allow the fluid to drain away.

Prognosis

Prognosis is good for most patients, after treatment. However, a few will suffer with the condition becoming chronic. In this case, long term medication may be sufficient to control the condition. For some people, regular lumber punctures will be required, to both measure the level of CSF, and lower it, through drainage. "

My story.. the chronology

Well, it was on May last year. I was so busy finishing up my final thesis that I didnt get enough sleep and kinda stressed. And my family was going to the States for holiday. So I was so desperate to finish my thesis. I finally finished it on the night before we depart to USA.

I still feel normal, as usual. But the long hours flight did take some toll on me. If I'm not mistaken, we were on air for more that 20hours. Not including the waiting time while changing the flight.

I started feel back pain while shopping in Chicago. I remember I kept whining to my mom that my back hurts so much. I thought maybe it was because the long flights and the lack of sleeps. So I just took few painkillers. Then from backpain, i started getting headaches. Again, I just took painkillers because a few of my family members also have headaches. So I didnt think something severe could have happened.

When we went to LA, I started experiencing photo-phobia. I cant see bright lights, bright sunshines. I was always wearing my shades. Even when I went into shops, I cant bear the lights.

The flight back were horrifying. I slept the whole time. My headache was so severe. Upon landing, my vision became blurry, like cloudy days. Very cloudy.

I was admitted to the hospital for 22 days. I did the CT scan, MRI and everything seems normal. I did a series of lumbar puncture. All of it now I think almost 20 times I did the LP. And I still scare the hell out of me if I have to take it again. Hehe..

I was on steirod for 4 months. And my weight was gaining so fast. My face became like 'moon-face'! I was having problems with my knees because of the sudden weight gain. Huh.. steirod was a very nasty drug!

In LA.. Few days before the attack. I was having headaches and have to wear shades always.. But still managed to pose for camera tho. Hehe

On Graduation Day. I was crying so hard because I didnt wanna go. I look HUGE, thanks to steirod. But all of my friends supported me. Thanks so much guys! From left: Me, Safura, Farah and Shikin

Me.. rite now. Hehe.. Slowly I'm back to myself. Not on steirod anymore. But still on medication. Diamox. Yerp.. Da mula suka tangkap gambar balik. Hikhikhik.

Survey Time

2008-03-02T17:25:00.003+08:00

I'm so bored, can't u tell? Here goes the survey. Kind of entertaining gak laa jawab benda2 ni

1. Lets start with your name?
~ Jue

2. What do you think about smoking?
~ What does it taste, eh? And of course, waste of money

3. Do you open up to people easily?
~Only to people I'm comfortable with

4. What's your favourite drink?
~ My home-made smoothie

5. What is one thing you question alot?
~ Why doesnt money grow on trees?

6. Do you lead people on?
~ I do sometimes

7. Are you married?
~ I'd like to think my lappie is my partner =)

Me and Mr. Lappie.. My partner in crime

8. Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex/same sex you loved them?
~ Yerp

9. Do you miss someone?
~ Yerp.. Little Adam

10. Are you single or unavailable?
~ Single and unavailable

11. Are looks important?
~ Yeah.. Guess so

12. What are you wearing just now?
~ T-shirt and shorts

13. R u mad at someone right now?
~ Yup.. Really mad

14. Are you taking anyone for granted?
~ Yeah....

15. Where do you keep your money?
~ My purse, bank

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
~ I doubt so..

17. Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
~ Right now, alone!

18. What time did you wake up this morning?
~ Late

19. Quick, say a line from any song
~ It's too late to apologize.. It's too late..

20. How was your day?
~ boring

21. Do you live near a friend?
~ Yerp

22. Are you scared of spiders?
~ Yeah

23. Do you believe in love?
~ I do

24. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
~ before 30, I guess

25. What do you know about the future?
~ Blurry

26. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
~ YES.. People learn from their mistakes

27. Most hated food?
~ Wasabe.. Although I love sushi

28. What is a major pet peeve of yours?
~ People who are so into themselves

29. Do you wish someone would call you?
~ YES.. Fahmy, stop sulking and call me already, k?
!
30. Do you miss your childhood?
~ Yes.. so much

31. What's something you wish you could understand better?
~ Certain human's behaviors

32. If someone doesn't like you, it's usually because?
~ I dont like themselve first. Hehe..

33. What are you excited about?
~ Receive presents

34. Kissed someone in the last half hour?
~ Nope

35.Have you lost friends in the past?
~ Yerp..

36. What did you do four days ago?
~ Freaking the hell out of me

Blogskin so COOL!!

2008-03-02T14:52:00.002+08:00

Been fooling around with Blogskin. Uhh.. I am so excited with my blog's new look. This skin is called 'Personal Diary' by Lady-Nadya. Check her works out! Her link is under my Credits. Geez... I think I might as well change my blogskin everyday. Told ya I have a lot of free times. =)

Right now, I'm dying to get a new handbag. Been browsing around the net to find great handbags. I've been saving up to own my 1st Coach bag. Hu.. Wait for my next entree on handbags ya. Tata

Step Up, Babe :)

2008-03-02T03:51:00.003+08:00

Went to watch Step Up 2: The Streets yesterday with Mr. Apit at Sunway Piramid. The movie was awesome. I want to dance as well! Huhu... Glad we chose to watch that movie. It's really a feel-good-time kinda movie. I was saying to Apit while driving, "rasa cam nak menari arr". And Apit just gelak je. Hee hee.. And there was this 1 song, I think the song is from Flo Rida - 'Low'. I really like that song. Happening. I like...... Balik rumah je terus i cari youtube clip from that movie. Hehe.. Catch it while you can..

Uhh.. Sejuknya....

2008-03-01T17:44:00.008+08:00

It's been raining the whole day today. I pon kejap2 tertido.. kejap2 tertido. Baru balik from KLCC. I went to a job fair. hehe.. That's right. My 1st ever job fair. I finally berjaya convince kan diri sendiri untuk mencari kerja. Thanks to Safura yang selalu menasihatkan aku. Keke.. Hu... siap pakai baju kurung lagi. My favourite pink baju kurung! Tapi smpai2 kat sana tengok sumer orang pakai sempoi je. Paling skema pon pakai shirt and slack. Hu.. Nasib baik I pakai baju kurung yang I suka.. :P

Get ready nak p job fair!!

I am shivering right now. Sejuk.. Tak payah bukak aircond pon I da leh selubung dlm comforter. Ahh.. Selesanya. Hikhik. :P Ni tak lama lagi ni mesti tertido lagi skali. I slept at 2 last nite. Get up at 6 am. I xleh tido ngan nyenyak sgt semenjak dua menjak ni. Banyak benda dipikirkan. Heh. Hurm.. sambung tido best nih. Zzzzz.....

Marah Nyerrrrr.....

2008-02-29T13:48:00.000+08:00

Just when I ready to make a change, something so STUPID happened. Not gonna story bout that thing, cause it’s so stupid, makes me ashamed. GOSH, that man is really self-centered. Everything is about him. What about me? I just feel like screaming, but luckily my parents’ room is really near my room, and we don’t have soundproof wall. (I was on the phone). How dare he say the things he said and want to look like he doesn’t do any wrongs. I am so pissed off right now; I could bite him if he’s in front of me right now.

That’s it, I am officially really HATE him.

And no, this is not about my ex-bf. This is about another man who I wish I don’t know him, at all. A man who thinks dia ni bagus sangat. Get the hell away from my life!!

I DARE...

2008-02-26T01:01:00.004+08:00

Haha.. I just got dared by my sweet darling friend, Farah. She said she doesnt want to put high hopes for me being a single woman. I laughed so hard when i read her comments, then it hits me. She's right. Hu... I am a sucker when it comes to love. Heck, I cant remember how to be single anymore. Me and my-ex did break-up. But we still talk on the phone everyday, go to dinners, watch movies, just like when we were a couple.

So when i told my friends that I am single, I'm actually not. I mean, we are no longer a couple, but we act like one. Confusing, eh. We also do the occasional phone check-up to each other whether he or me are with someone else. Hurm.. I SO need to move on.

Now, I want to dare myself to hold back doing interactions with him. I still want to be friend with him. I'm gonna cut down the phone calls, the SMSses, the dinners, and try to contain myself from jealousy if he wants to date other people. Please make me strong. Tee Hee~~

My darling friends, now i can tell you all that I am single. Happy to be one. Proud to be one. And this time, I wont fall fast for guys. Farah.. Remember my words. Hehehhehehhe...

Tak Suka!!

2008-02-23T20:09:00.000+08:00

Tak suka kalo kat tv xde program yg best2
Tak suka kalo tgh download game, dc kat tengah2
Tak suka kene iron suar
Tak suka kene sidai kain kol 12 tghr
Tak suka panas
Tak suka mandi air sejuk
Tak suka pening
Tak suka kene pakai cermin mata
Tak suka tak leh pakai contact lens
Tak suka kene jumpa doctor tiap2 bulan
Tak suka kalo tengah main sims, pc hang
Tak suka kena drive ke tempat tak penah sampai
Tak suka sesat time drive
Tak suka minyak keta cepat habis
Tak suka bangun lewat dari kol 10
Tak suka kena tengok golf channel
Tak suka bunyi alarm umah
Tak suka kena makan ubat
Tak suka parking keta
Tak suka ubat gigi da habis
Tak suka cicak
Tak suka kene tunggu orang
Tak suka kena marah
Tak suka keta cucuk2 kat blakang
Tak suka kena membebel

Hish.. Tak suka laaaaa

Maxi dress.. I SO want!!

2008-02-23T15:21:00.004+08:00

One of my obsessions right now is maxi dress. It's so feminine. Although I can't really remember the last time I wear a skirt. But this doesnt mean my love for jeans has died. No.. Never.. Hehe

Most of the dresses that i browsed in the internet are sphagetti strapped, which means if I want to buy a maxi dress, I have to stand by some cropped cardigans. Luckily, Kak Ida has bought some from Bandung last month. Which means, I can pinjam! Heheh

Here are some dresses that caught my eyes.. Hopefully I can find dresses like these during my next shopping spree!

From delias.com

From MNG Allegra Hicks from net-a-porter

T-Bags from net-a-porter

Love is all around <3 <3

2008-02-23T15:09:00.003+08:00

I know.. I know.. it’s already too late for valentine. But I am so in the mood for love right now. U see, I went out wt this guy friend. And he ended up bringing his girlfriend along. Dammit.. No.. I’m not in love with this guy. But I am SO missed having a boyfriend. It’s been a while since I had that kind of conversation (conversation between the guy and his gf), the teasing.. the laughter.. dammit.. and I’m stuck in the passengers seat behind listening to the wonderfulness and happiness but yet kinda cheesy, that sadly, not experienced by me. Which leave me miserable by the end of the day. Chaih……… Hikhik

Then what I know, I was holding my handphone to text my ex. Now I know why I still cant get over him. Every time I need the lovey-dopey feelings, I went to him. But where does this going? I know exactly that I won’t have a future with him. Jue, u’re so need to get a life.

Need to forget about this ex-bf
Find someone NEW
Or just happy being single…

Me with Mr Han

Feel bad.. What to do, eh?

2008-02-08T14:24:00.000+08:00

I feel bad. Really bad. You see, my mom woke me up at 9am this morning. Asked me to ikut sekali pegi Subang Parade bawak nenek jalan2. But i was still sleepy.. I said, no. (I slept at 5am last nite). I see my mom was disappointed, she asked my brother instead. I feel so bad, i just couldnt bring myself to sleep anymore. Hukhuk.

Anyway... thanks to shikin for my 1st ever comment. haha.. She want me to put her pic, I put her pic then. =) Shikin.. aku curik gambar ni dari friendster ko. OK kan? Ko memang kawan aku yang kiut!

Double shikin.. double the fun!

Ohh... I just wanna share. One of my favourite thing to do is window shopping online and my favourite website is net-a-porter. But since harga barang-barang dalam tu is more than what I make.. er.. made in a month (I'm not working anymore), I satisfy myself with Forever21. And Forever21 kat Pavillion is like the best of all Forever21 stores in Malaysia ni. I spent half of my salary there I even made Kak Ida scare. But she just warned me nicely.. "banyak jugak ko perabih kat Forever21 hari ni eh". I just smiled but dalam hati, "apa nak jawab kat mama eh". hikhik.

But then again, there's no other therapy that really works like retail therapy, rite? So.. Here's my WISHLIST for this month!!!

This dress is so sweet. I want to buy it!!!

Too CUTE!!

Ohh.. Then there's this WISHLIST that i know i cant get it unless somebody buy it for me. Haha.. Kidding. One day, I will get designer items that i really want with my OWN money. Yeah!! But for now, lets just feast our eyes, kay?

Louboutin shoes. The recognizable red soles that make people know who you wearing just by walking behind you.

This Milly dress is so sweet and youthful. I want!

I want a Chloe, specifically a Chloe dress. Vibrant and breezy!!

Alrite la, thats all for now, folks. Tata!!

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

2008-02-08T01:41:00.000+08:00

Actually.. I cant think of anything good to write about. So, i think wishing Happy Chinese New Year is a good start, rite? It's already 2am but i just cant sleep. Maybe its becoz i drank 1 mug of nescafe (i put 2 packets of regular nescafe in 1 mug). Or maybe its because the conversation that i had with my ex just now. Jeez.. Regret i called him. Hurm.. not about to bore u guys bout him. But i warn you.. If u gonna be loyal to my blog, u gonna read alot bout him. Aha..

Oh ya.. Wanna test if i can add images on my blog.. So thats me with my 2 favourite girls in the world, Farah and Safura. I'm the tallest. Haha.. Hey.. I am taller that they 2. ( Jangan marah ye korang). Gosh.. I miss them. I miss the time when we hang out at safura's room ( her room is the entertainment room) back in uni years. We dished about boys.. clothes.. and of course, about other girls we dont like. You know who you are. Haha..

Safura is like the most successful one in our group. She the 1st one who got a job. She already bought her own car. She is like the sugarmummy in the group. Coz asik dia yang belanja makan. Haha.. Farah is the jetsetter. 1 day she's in Tanzania.. then suddenly da balik Malaysia. Call dia nak ajak makan kat klcc, tiba2 dah dekat t'ganu. Adeh.. We all should have ur itenarary girl. Then, my good friend shikin. She's a tough chick. I cant count how many times she had motorcycle accidents. Hihi.. And lastly.. Fath. The Martha Stewart in the group. She bakes.. She knits. She makes delicious muffins!! Yummy...

Jeez.. Tomorrow's Safura's bday. Happy birthday girl. Muaahhhsss.... Love you. =)

Yay!

2008-02-08T01:16:00.000+08:00

Finally... after struggled for bout an hour to login to my old blog, i decided to create another one instead. Damn.. If only i can remember my old login name. But then again, it was like 5 years ago. I was 18. My login name could have been 'LovelyMizzJuezz' or something. Haha.. So, for my 1st post, I want to do like most ppl do..

~~Testing.. Testing..

=)

Have a Cuppa-Jue's

Baby Blues

Taking One Step at a Time

Attention!

What do we do when we work midnight shift?

More on the Engagement Day...

Engagement Day

Another Reason to Smile

Alhamdulillah...

=)

Sugar, Spice and Everything Nice

Tukar plan?

I'm down with fever

More Polyvore

My White Shoes

If Only Polyvore Is My Wardrobe.......

Dah Tua Ke?

Funny faces of Adam (and cute too!)

Ini adalah entry berbahasa Melayu

Happy New Year!

DIY!!!

Dear Boss..

Money Matters

I'm thinking about buying a camera..

Ju is here now =)

Selamat Bertunang Eky!

Genting Trip!

Kenapa Saya Suka Rumah Saya?

Happy Mother's Day, Mama

Uhhhh....

Farah.. For you Darling!! Happy Bday!

Makan-Makan

Joy Job.....

Summer Love?

Hapdet! Hapdet!

My Eyes

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Girls Day Out!

Finally!!

Breakfast at Tiffany.. Nah.. Traders je

Survey Time!

Tata Adam...

Nyum.. Nyum..

Feel Like Gisele

Adam Sudah Mari!!!!!

Happy Birthday, Ayah!

Can U Keep A Secret?

Too Lazy To Think Of A Title

Girls' Night Out

Hepi Gila Nih..

I'm Fine, Thank You

Feeling Emo

Survey Time

Going Gaga Over Green

Erk.. Zhullian?

Home Sweet Home

I'm addicted!!

Balik Kampung...

Survey lagik..

Survey Time!!!

WASB

BIH - What?

Survey Time

Blogskin so COOL!!

Step Up, Babe :)

Uhh.. Sejuknya....

Marah Nyerrrrr.....

I DARE...

Tak Suka!!

Maxi dress.. I SO want!!

Love is all around <3 <3

Feel bad.. What to do, eh?

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

Yay!

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